Christmas...
*sigh*
I'm so frustrated.
I leave in 3 days for Vancouver.
then I leave on the 1st at 7am for Malaysia.
Love just leaves you bruised.
...if you wanna know...find
something to lose.
Its such a glorious day..the bright sun bouncing off
our our smooth, frozen lake..
I skated today..it was freeing to put on my skates..that
fit me so well..so snug.
I'm planning to go later on today alone..
feel the crisp wind on my cheeks...
Write my name in the ice.
Now...I feel a bit...let down.
Who would have known..better yet..
Who could have known...
and now, I will continue to be "out of sight, out of mind"
which is one of the most painful things I could hear..
maybe its not even that I heard it..
its more that I knew it..
I knew it so well, that it was real..it was reality.
This entry is a vague piece of shit. haha..so what else is new?
There's so much more crap im sure I could write down..
but I dont feel like it anymore, because then I'd continue to feel more and more..
like an emotional idiot.
I'm so frustrated.
I leave in 3 days for Vancouver.
then I leave on the 1st at 7am for Malaysia.
Love just leaves you bruised.
...if you wanna know...find
something to lose.
Its such a glorious day..the bright sun bouncing off
our our smooth, frozen lake..
I skated today..it was freeing to put on my skates..that
fit me so well..so snug.
I'm planning to go later on today alone..
feel the crisp wind on my cheeks...
Write my name in the ice.
Now...I feel a bit...let down.
Who would have known..better yet..
Who could have known...
and now, I will continue to be "out of sight, out of mind"
which is one of the most painful things I could hear..
maybe its not even that I heard it..
its more that I knew it..
I knew it so well, that it was real..it was reality.
This entry is a vague piece of shit. haha..so what else is new?
There's so much more crap im sure I could write down..
but I dont feel like it anymore, because then I'd continue to feel more and more..
like an emotional idiot.