so my boy story
so in my last update i went on a date with a boy named justin. by the end of the weekend we decided to just be friends and all that. i gave him space and like a week later texted him saying hey how are you? in my head i was thinking we could just go back to being friends like adults without having awkwardness or whatever because we just went on one date. well i kept the friendship up and he didn't and after like two weeks i was sick of it and decided i didn't need this in my life so i decided to stop talking to him and let him fade out of my life. well come to find out like not even two days after our date before we decided to just be friends he was sleeping with his ex again. nice. none of my bussiness and if he really wants to do that fine. i wasn't hurt by it but just made me want to not have him in my life even more. because i've met the ex and talked with her a few times. she's a nice girl. she found out that he went on a date with some girl and was talking about it. thank goodness she has no idea its me because im pretty sure she would be giving me a different look than she gives me. haha. and the ex wants to get back with him so i defenilty didn't want to be in the middle. so im out of that situation. besides the week after the date i had put him in my mind as friend zone. so i actually handled it pretty maturally. im proud of myself.
so everything was officially done about it friday october 17th. i haven't seen or talked to him since. that day was just more of me getting the full story from a friend and it being set in stone that i was done. anywho on the 18th i went to a flogging molly concert with my friend claudia and the guys she hangs out with. this is when i met tyler. he's a friend of one the boys that lives here but he lives in this small town called murhpy's like an hour south east of sacramento. but he's trying to move here for better job opportunities because he's not school orientated. and not everyone is but he wants to be a correctional officer but you have to be 21 and he's 20 so yeah. anywho first met him that night and got to know him. we were flirting shamelessly and by the end of the night we're cuddling on the couch. we did make out a bit. and i was thinking ok maybe this could be more maybe not. well i called him that night on his house phone because he has a pay as you go phone and is currently working on getting going. but anywho we talked till like three in the morning. and since then we've talked every night except for when i was on retreat and didn't have any service. we talk till like 1, 2, 3, and sometimes 4 in the morning. and we'll be messaging each other all day on myspace back and forth and sometimes have a short convo on the phone during the day. he currently takes care of his grandpa as a job and some other odd jobs around town. im crazy about this boy. i was being careful at first but he makes me smile, laugh, and im never bored with him. even on the phone if we're quiet i enjoy it. its so crazy. we both agreed we've never fallen for anyone so quickly and really so honestly. like i think about him all the time. i mean all the time. i mean i've had crushes before where i think of them a lot but never all the time. its so crazy.
why im so excited today is that he's coming to visit me today!!! in like an hour and half!!! im so happy. i had so much excited, nervous energy last night i cleaned my entire house. my kitchen is sparkling. the bathroom is clean. my bedroom is clean. the living room is clean. the dinning area is cleaned. i swiffered our entire house cause we have tile. my roommates like dude he can come anytime if your going to clean like this. because i did all the chores that normally we divide between the three of us. i wanted to do it so it didn't bother me. im so excited!!! anywho if you have questions just let me know. haha. i know i've left some stuff out or confused you. love you guys!!
so everything was officially done about it friday october 17th. i haven't seen or talked to him since. that day was just more of me getting the full story from a friend and it being set in stone that i was done. anywho on the 18th i went to a flogging molly concert with my friend claudia and the guys she hangs out with. this is when i met tyler. he's a friend of one the boys that lives here but he lives in this small town called murhpy's like an hour south east of sacramento. but he's trying to move here for better job opportunities because he's not school orientated. and not everyone is but he wants to be a correctional officer but you have to be 21 and he's 20 so yeah. anywho first met him that night and got to know him. we were flirting shamelessly and by the end of the night we're cuddling on the couch. we did make out a bit. and i was thinking ok maybe this could be more maybe not. well i called him that night on his house phone because he has a pay as you go phone and is currently working on getting going. but anywho we talked till like three in the morning. and since then we've talked every night except for when i was on retreat and didn't have any service. we talk till like 1, 2, 3, and sometimes 4 in the morning. and we'll be messaging each other all day on myspace back and forth and sometimes have a short convo on the phone during the day. he currently takes care of his grandpa as a job and some other odd jobs around town. im crazy about this boy. i was being careful at first but he makes me smile, laugh, and im never bored with him. even on the phone if we're quiet i enjoy it. its so crazy. we both agreed we've never fallen for anyone so quickly and really so honestly. like i think about him all the time. i mean all the time. i mean i've had crushes before where i think of them a lot but never all the time. its so crazy.
why im so excited today is that he's coming to visit me today!!! in like an hour and half!!! im so happy. i had so much excited, nervous energy last night i cleaned my entire house. my kitchen is sparkling. the bathroom is clean. my bedroom is clean. the living room is clean. the dinning area is cleaned. i swiffered our entire house cause we have tile. my roommates like dude he can come anytime if your going to clean like this. because i did all the chores that normally we divide between the three of us. i wanted to do it so it didn't bother me. im so excited!!! anywho if you have questions just let me know. haha. i know i've left some stuff out or confused you. love you guys!!