Aug 08, 2006 19:16
I'm back in the dorm.
My room is amazing.
Swede just left. He helped me move in and stayed the night.
And now I'm homesick.
Homesick for my friends, because they are what I call home.
I feel like crying.
Probably because I'm listening to depressing Cat Power.
Bleh.
I hate not knowing what to do in certain situations, or whether to go through with something or not. Yay indecisiveness.
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I could stay here, become someone different. I could stay here, become someone better. It's so hard to go into the city cuz you wanna say "hey, i love you" to everyone. When we were teenagers, we wanted to be the sky. And all we wanna do is go to red places and try to stay outta hell.
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I didn't get my tattoo today. She cancelled yesterday because she had an emergency, and I rescheduled it to Thursday but still don't really have time. So I'm just going to wait.