Jul 25, 2006 21:53
I woke up today, alone in a bed that was not mine. It was around noon. Before waking up, I had a dream from my past that seemed all too real, and it got me nostalgic again. But it's not a year ago, like my dreamland portrayed. I really hate it when my dreams awaken my subconscious and turn this into real life thoughts and feelings. This has been haunting me all day. I just wish I could actually let go.
(God, I love being vague. It's wonderful.)
Swede may be right. At least I made someone a better person, whether to my benefit or not.
During my nap about 2 hours ago, I had a dream that i was moving into the dorm, but it was totally different, and already completely furnished and set up, like the Real World or something. And then we went to eat, in a different caf, and the whole time I was in search of apple pie. They had like 50 things of pie, all of which looked the same, but I couldn't decide. And I was there with Cory Darnell, a friend from high school. That aspect is probably because he and I are grabbing some lunch sometime this week, which should be cool, since I haven't seen him in over 2 years.
I'm going out. And letting go of everything.