May 22, 2007 14:08
used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that.
miss madonna won't you give me a kiss?
(i can't stop thinking about you)
things are really hard. i'm trying to change, and i'm changing some without trying too.
(i love being vague)
i think i've made a lot of bad decisions in the past few months that i thought would be good, but now are driving me insane.
i think i'll go shower now. my hair is really scary right now.
on a happier note, however, i'm going to asheville in a week to see the faint. should be an awesome time... but not looking forward to spending $60 on gas.
fuck. rent is due in 2 weeks, and i'm sure our bills will come soon. goddammit. who told me i could do this? oh that's right. everyone said i couldn't, so i had to prove them wrong. hmph. we see where that go me. working 2 25-hour-a-week jobs and overdrafting my accounts.