Oct 03, 2004 18:30
At the end of last year I decided i hated guys. Or rather relationships with guys. I mean what was the point if i was just going to end up as hurt as i did? What was the point if I was going to end up spending my summer too scared to trust anyone? And so i would hang out with my boys, and i would party with them, but that was it. And thats all i thought i wanted.
And then I met Someone Else.
So If youre reading this right now, thank you for showing me that I could finally move on. And for telling me that its okay, even if you didnt know thats what you were saying. Im so sorry that things are so messed up right now, but i really want this to work. I know that everything is way too complicated to try and fix right now, but I know that eventually everything will be alright. I hope you got my message.
I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
But I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall