I HATE Lee
Topic for discussion: I hate lee.
Why: Because he's an ungrateful son of a bitch.
I'm tired of him repeating everything that i've already said in the past. he says it to me again and questions it like it was his idea and not mine and that i've never mentioned it before. anything i've got to say goes in one ear and out the other.
"Hate" is a strong word, i know this, everyone does but i think it definitely describes how i feel. I don't even care if he reads this and takes offense to it.
I screamed at him, i accidentally woke up my roommate which I'm sorry for. Oops. He can hate me for all the rest of his life if he wants to. It's not like i ever to see his face again since we live at least 2-3 hours apart from each other. it's not like after 3 years or something that i'm going to run into him again. I still have his Budweiser hat though. It's not like I'm going to waste my money to send it back to him. If he wants it, he can bring his lame ass to MP and pick it up when I'm here or when i'm not. I'm not even going to do anything bad to the hat.
I just went through one of the white roses he gave me for vday and did you know that roses have A LOT of pedals. anyway, i went through and did "i hate him" "i don't hate him", unfortunately "i don't hate him" won.
You know what bothers me, is that i called my friend and i woke him up but it hurt that at first it seemed like he didn't even care. He called me back after he was more "awake". didn't even want to listen to me until he was awake. Talk about being there for someone when they need you. Yeah right. Who would really care when it seems like i'm totally pissed but i'm really sad inside. P.S. you know who you are.
Talk about trying to protect yourself from all the pain in the world, it doesn't work. It's all right a bunch of bullshit. All i ever wanted was happiness, and i guess i had that for a little while but not for long enough. i hate life. sometimes i should try to take my own advice about relationships. Maybe I'm just not the type of person that should be in a relationship. all my guy friends practically always say i'm like the perfect girl but apparently i'm not since i can't seem to stay in a relationship for longer than 5-6 months.
Never again am i jumping into a relationship. I've learned my lesson. Next one that comes along, i'm waiting until we're good friends. Able to talk to each other. Have fun.
I hope everyone is happy i updated my LJ some more. Bye.
Why: Because he's an ungrateful son of a bitch.
I'm tired of him repeating everything that i've already said in the past. he says it to me again and questions it like it was his idea and not mine and that i've never mentioned it before. anything i've got to say goes in one ear and out the other.
"Hate" is a strong word, i know this, everyone does but i think it definitely describes how i feel. I don't even care if he reads this and takes offense to it.
I screamed at him, i accidentally woke up my roommate which I'm sorry for. Oops. He can hate me for all the rest of his life if he wants to. It's not like i ever to see his face again since we live at least 2-3 hours apart from each other. it's not like after 3 years or something that i'm going to run into him again. I still have his Budweiser hat though. It's not like I'm going to waste my money to send it back to him. If he wants it, he can bring his lame ass to MP and pick it up when I'm here or when i'm not. I'm not even going to do anything bad to the hat.
I just went through one of the white roses he gave me for vday and did you know that roses have A LOT of pedals. anyway, i went through and did "i hate him" "i don't hate him", unfortunately "i don't hate him" won.
You know what bothers me, is that i called my friend and i woke him up but it hurt that at first it seemed like he didn't even care. He called me back after he was more "awake". didn't even want to listen to me until he was awake. Talk about being there for someone when they need you. Yeah right. Who would really care when it seems like i'm totally pissed but i'm really sad inside. P.S. you know who you are.
Talk about trying to protect yourself from all the pain in the world, it doesn't work. It's all right a bunch of bullshit. All i ever wanted was happiness, and i guess i had that for a little while but not for long enough. i hate life. sometimes i should try to take my own advice about relationships. Maybe I'm just not the type of person that should be in a relationship. all my guy friends practically always say i'm like the perfect girl but apparently i'm not since i can't seem to stay in a relationship for longer than 5-6 months.
Never again am i jumping into a relationship. I've learned my lesson. Next one that comes along, i'm waiting until we're good friends. Able to talk to each other. Have fun.
I hope everyone is happy i updated my LJ some more. Bye.