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Ok so I was played like a fool.
I knew there was something wrong somewhere in there. So after asking people for advice, I called him to confront him about it. At first he started to give me all these excuses , and then I told him that I deserved to know the truth. Well turns out that he met someone else. He told me it was a recent thing. But then that meant that he was playing with the both of us. He just had me on the side. Just 2 days ago we had gone to the movies and we were a couple. He lied to me about everything. Prabably even about the one year trip he had to take. he was prabably looking for the excuse. He already had someone who he had moved on with. He should not have pulled me in like that. he should have never told me of all these plans that he had for us. He should have never walked back into my life.
Turns out I would have found out anyways because right when our conversation ended, Emily, which we had gone to the movies with that day, she was messaging me telling me that she saw him at the mall with some other girl holding hands. She described her and everything. I was already prepared because he had told me right before that. but its funny how things work.
whats even more fucked up was that before he told me about her, he was telling me that he didnt want to tell me that we are together or that we are not and that it was because of that year long buisness trip he was going to take. He was going to keep me there on he side!. THe buisness trip prabably was just a cover up for leaving me for her. Mother Fucker.
I was sad, not anymore. My eyes are wide open now and it will be very easy for me to move on knowing what I know now. I can finally close that chapter of Gio and I that I have kept open for many months now. I can finally move on from him. One less weight on my shoulder that I have to deal with. For many months, I wasnt able to move on from him and was pushing many people away. Thank god thats over and done with. No more confusion in my life.
Don't ask me, let me tell you
How I've been since when you left
Since you left me for dead
Finally every tear has dried
I've wiped you from my life
Do you remember all the times you said you'd call me?
'Cause I remember all the reasons people warned me
You never know just what you got
'Til it's gone, you freak out
But I'm not falling for that game
Boys like you never change
You made me feel I wasn't enough
Wasn't enough for your love
But it was insecurity that made you run
It wasn't me
So don't you sit there trying to
Give me more excuses
I don't have time for this
And I'm too busy with the millions things I'm doing
You can't make up for what you've done
But you still try to be the one
I knew there was something wrong somewhere in there. So after asking people for advice, I called him to confront him about it. At first he started to give me all these excuses , and then I told him that I deserved to know the truth. Well turns out that he met someone else. He told me it was a recent thing. But then that meant that he was playing with the both of us. He just had me on the side. Just 2 days ago we had gone to the movies and we were a couple. He lied to me about everything. Prabably even about the one year trip he had to take. he was prabably looking for the excuse. He already had someone who he had moved on with. He should not have pulled me in like that. he should have never told me of all these plans that he had for us. He should have never walked back into my life.
Turns out I would have found out anyways because right when our conversation ended, Emily, which we had gone to the movies with that day, she was messaging me telling me that she saw him at the mall with some other girl holding hands. She described her and everything. I was already prepared because he had told me right before that. but its funny how things work.
whats even more fucked up was that before he told me about her, he was telling me that he didnt want to tell me that we are together or that we are not and that it was because of that year long buisness trip he was going to take. He was going to keep me there on he side!. THe buisness trip prabably was just a cover up for leaving me for her. Mother Fucker.
I was sad, not anymore. My eyes are wide open now and it will be very easy for me to move on knowing what I know now. I can finally close that chapter of Gio and I that I have kept open for many months now. I can finally move on from him. One less weight on my shoulder that I have to deal with. For many months, I wasnt able to move on from him and was pushing many people away. Thank god thats over and done with. No more confusion in my life.
Don't ask me, let me tell you
How I've been since when you left
Since you left me for dead
Finally every tear has dried
I've wiped you from my life
Do you remember all the times you said you'd call me?
'Cause I remember all the reasons people warned me
You never know just what you got
'Til it's gone, you freak out
But I'm not falling for that game
Boys like you never change
You made me feel I wasn't enough
Wasn't enough for your love
But it was insecurity that made you run
It wasn't me
So don't you sit there trying to
Give me more excuses
I don't have time for this
And I'm too busy with the millions things I'm doing
You can't make up for what you've done
But you still try to be the one