Karma
is a bitch.
You know, you get to a point where you think everything is so solid, and figurd out. That everything's going to be fine. Then, some small happens, and you're unsure, then it keeps snowballing... and all of your glorious progress is reduced to nothing.
I woke up this morning thinking that everything in the world was wonderful. My house, my boyfriend, my work, my school. Everything was going to be alright.
Slowly... everything started to change.
I am just completely sickened by what mike is going through. I hate myself and everything I am. I just.... have no drive anymore.
You know, i dont think lj has done anything but upset me.
A place to come that no one really reads, and.... I can write i guess.
I wish i could go back and make all different decisions.
-8th grade. Let me go back.
You know, you get to a point where you think everything is so solid, and figurd out. That everything's going to be fine. Then, some small happens, and you're unsure, then it keeps snowballing... and all of your glorious progress is reduced to nothing.
I woke up this morning thinking that everything in the world was wonderful. My house, my boyfriend, my work, my school. Everything was going to be alright.
Slowly... everything started to change.
I am just completely sickened by what mike is going through. I hate myself and everything I am. I just.... have no drive anymore.
You know, i dont think lj has done anything but upset me.
A place to come that no one really reads, and.... I can write i guess.
I wish i could go back and make all different decisions.
-8th grade. Let me go back.