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ok so i know i keep talking about graduation, but its just so soon that i can't help it. i technically, after tonight, will have two more weeks of actual class. i can't even believe that. AND, today i got my portfolio back. for those who don't know, it's a big ol thing comprised of assignments and experiences from my time here and an explanation of how i met the objectives for the program. it was hard. and i got a perfect evaluation. on all aspects of it, i got the best possible score. now, how crazy is that? the teacher even said it was one of the best she'd ever seen. it was very exciting. i am proud of myself. jesus has helped me so much. so much. i have so many thoughts i'd like to share, but not enough time. it's just funny how things change. i think i want to travel the world and work for relief organizations now. i'm not sure. oftentimes you have to have a lot of money to support yourself. mostly i'm in the i want a lot of money for my hard work phase. well, just for a bit anyway. i'm moving to london. AAHHH. it still makes me go nuts to think about. but i'm excited. and scared. of course. what will be there? i want to see a lot of concerts and plays. and museums and gardens. and stonehenge. i think that would be cool. i got the new todd ganovski cd. he's a guy from ihop. one of my fav worship leaders from there. it's made me cry a couple times. my spirit hasn't been that engaged in worship in so long. i still talk to God and it seems he still talks to me some, but we've not been close. i've lost the intimacy that i worked so hard to cultivate. i need it back. i can't really survive without. i've noticed i'm not as happy and i get irritated a lot more lately. some is stress b/c of school and all, but the main factor is less time with the lord. i miss him. i'm pretty sure he misses me. actually, i know he does b/c he tries to get my attention all the time. bah.