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Okay lately Ive been getting ignored a lot...a lot of things that usually happen are starting NOT to happen and i dont know why...ive been really depressed this past week...im really bored right now cause i have nobody to talk to...everybody's away messages say either : zzzzzzz, ......., too busy for you, or my personal favorite, dont talk to me.........like i said before...im usually n bed b now..but no...im not...and im not gonna be either...and every time my buddylist moves (cause sombody's signing in or getting off their away message) i feel like shit cause i know i STILL have nobody to talk to...everybody's probably sleeping...ya..EVERYBODY is sleeping..and i'm crying...that tells me people dont care...right before i got offline, everybody knew i felt like shit and said they would be on to try to cheer me up when i got back..and where are they now? SLEEPING! so i am just going to sit here until my time online runs out or somebody comes back from being "away" that i can talk to online or on the phone or SOMETHING...god imlike about to just go in a chatroom and find some random person and tell them to call me....ya i think i will.......hmmmm...i wonder who's on yahoo right now....whatever.. :(