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im sorry deanna for being such an asshole to you...stuff thats going on isnt because of you...its all me...im sorry im not a good boyfriend to you...you probly hate me now...and are trying to cut yourself or trying to kill yourself because of me...then when you do im going to have that hanging over me...every time you cry or hurt youself or do sumtin harmful to yourself it kills a part of me and i hate that...and it kills even more of me when you do it because sumtin i did or said...thats y i stopped talking cause ill i was doing was making things worse...i still want to be with you...i still love you so much...my mom asked me if i cared about you...and all i cud do was cry because i care about you and love you....so much i realy realy do...in sorry for all this shit im putting you through....
*I LOVE YOU*
*I LOVE YOU*