To Clean or not to Clean
So I really should probally clean. Eric moved out and that means he took my old bed with him (my mom got me a queen size earlier this year as an early present... really she got it then because she got a big deal on it from Macy's) which means that my closet is now accesable again. Problem is, I don't wanna clean. For a couple of reasons.
First, I hate cleaning unless I'm in the mood. But I'm starting to get into the mood so I might do it. That and I'm starting to get annoyed with my lack of room space. And second, it means admitting Eric really isn't coming back. It's like 90% the first reason and the other 10% the Eric reason.
I'd start with the closet and I think maybe I'd clean out stuff that doesn't fit me right now, or stuff that I don't really like but took from family anyways because I feel bad if I don't! I have recently been working on saying no to them even though I feel guilty. I should know better, it's not like they'll go to waste. My family donates all their old clothes to the Salvation Army or local thrift stores. I think I'll make a box of stuff for the Salvation Army too!
But still, I'm not sure I really wanna clean. *sigh*
First, I hate cleaning unless I'm in the mood. But I'm starting to get into the mood so I might do it. That and I'm starting to get annoyed with my lack of room space. And second, it means admitting Eric really isn't coming back. It's like 90% the first reason and the other 10% the Eric reason.
I'd start with the closet and I think maybe I'd clean out stuff that doesn't fit me right now, or stuff that I don't really like but took from family anyways because I feel bad if I don't! I have recently been working on saying no to them even though I feel guilty. I should know better, it's not like they'll go to waste. My family donates all their old clothes to the Salvation Army or local thrift stores. I think I'll make a box of stuff for the Salvation Army too!
But still, I'm not sure I really wanna clean. *sigh*