May 19, 2009 19:59
Old emails from Eric part 2:
Sent: Mon 6/23/08 7:28 AM
there is a letter attached. read it. then do as you like. i will not fight for anything anymore. read it, then tell me to go away or stay. the choice is yours. you will notice the name first i would imagine. like i said before, the choice is yours.
There are a thousand things I want to say to you right now. And I don’t know how to say any of them. You say I shattered your dreams, you say I choose to do this to us. How can you sit there and tell me that you did not see that we were falling apart? How can you sit there and tell me that you did not know that we were losing our future? What makes you think that I don’t care about you? I love you with all my heart but it is time to let go. You went off and fucked someone already, then you go off and tell me that in doing that you now know that you are over me. Then you turn around and tell me, neigh, blame me for everything between us?! Who the fuck do you think you are?! Where the hell do you get the balls to pull this shit with me? When I was with you I was faithful, even though I did have some temptation I still did not stray. Yet you still to this day hang that shit over my head to make ME feel bad. But yet you FUCKED SOMEONE AND THEN LIED TO ME ABOUT IT!!! AND THEN SAID YOU ARE OVER ME!!!! How the fuck do you think that makes me feel? How do you think I will react to that???? I am done playing this game. You will not lay that guilt trip on me no longer. I will not let it happen. Not ever again. If you do truly love me then let me go. I have no choice but to do the same. Hate me if you must. At least I know the truth behind those eyes. You said you needed to get away from me totally, well here is your chance. If you don’t talk to me anymore then I fully understand. But you will not turn people against me, I would not do that to you so I expect you to have enough guts to do the same. Show this to who you wish. This is my goodbye.
What was once yours but is now gone.
Eric A. Salsburg
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