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Happy October! I can't believe the summer is over... it seems like just yesterday I was living in Mt. Pleasant and partying up there.
A lot has changed in my life during the past couple of months:
*I graduated from Central and am now attending graduate school at Wayne State University in their Social Work program... so far so good
*Both my Aunt Diane and Aunt Julie are pregnant (3 weeks apart actually)... too bad their both due when I'm on my cruise
*My brother got married... the wedding was beautiful and I was so happy to be a part of it. We all looked hott if I do say so myself
*I quit my first internship that Wayne placed me in- I was at the Benjamin Carson Academy, which is a school that is right inside the juv. detention center. It wasn't absolutly terrible, but it was too far away, had to pay for parking ($10/day), and I wasn't really doing what I wanted to do
*My new internship is through Utica Community Schools, which I love! The elementary schools I work in are super close to home and I get to work with teachers that had me in elementary schools-quite a role reversal.
Another random little tid-bit: friendships have been really surprising lately. It's like the people I met and thought I'd be friends with forever and was partying with at the beginning of the summer... we don't talk much any more if at all. I know partly that's because I'm not working at the bar anymore, but still... it's kind of weird. Suddenly, I'm hanging out with random people from high school that I haven't talked to in years. I like it- it's like we get to re-meet eachother because so much has changed these past 3 or 4 years. It's one of those random surprises that I love getting.
For one downer... I need to stop making excuses for people- actually I'm really thinking of one person imparticular. It's only at your convience when we're friends and can talk. I know you're busy... I am too. But I take the time out of my crazy week to call you just to say hi. But things are just so difficult for you that you can't pick up the phone for 60 seconds. That's sad. It just feels like I'm the only one putting anything into this relationship. I'm sorry... but this one-way street thing has to stop. I can't continue to be disappointed... I hate hating you... I hate feeling hurt... I can't keep making excuses for you. Hopefully when I'm up there visiting we can work some stuff out... otherwise I can't wait until you're home for Christmas so I can see you more often and talk face to face.
A lot has changed in my life during the past couple of months:
*I graduated from Central and am now attending graduate school at Wayne State University in their Social Work program... so far so good
*Both my Aunt Diane and Aunt Julie are pregnant (3 weeks apart actually)... too bad their both due when I'm on my cruise
*My brother got married... the wedding was beautiful and I was so happy to be a part of it. We all looked hott if I do say so myself
*I quit my first internship that Wayne placed me in- I was at the Benjamin Carson Academy, which is a school that is right inside the juv. detention center. It wasn't absolutly terrible, but it was too far away, had to pay for parking ($10/day), and I wasn't really doing what I wanted to do
*My new internship is through Utica Community Schools, which I love! The elementary schools I work in are super close to home and I get to work with teachers that had me in elementary schools-quite a role reversal.
Another random little tid-bit: friendships have been really surprising lately. It's like the people I met and thought I'd be friends with forever and was partying with at the beginning of the summer... we don't talk much any more if at all. I know partly that's because I'm not working at the bar anymore, but still... it's kind of weird. Suddenly, I'm hanging out with random people from high school that I haven't talked to in years. I like it- it's like we get to re-meet eachother because so much has changed these past 3 or 4 years. It's one of those random surprises that I love getting.
For one downer... I need to stop making excuses for people- actually I'm really thinking of one person imparticular. It's only at your convience when we're friends and can talk. I know you're busy... I am too. But I take the time out of my crazy week to call you just to say hi. But things are just so difficult for you that you can't pick up the phone for 60 seconds. That's sad. It just feels like I'm the only one putting anything into this relationship. I'm sorry... but this one-way street thing has to stop. I can't continue to be disappointed... I hate hating you... I hate feeling hurt... I can't keep making excuses for you. Hopefully when I'm up there visiting we can work some stuff out... otherwise I can't wait until you're home for Christmas so I can see you more often and talk face to face.