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Apr 30, 2005 23:26

Whew, so it's been awhile. I guess my biggest plight right now is that I feel too young to be so old. As if that makes any sense... I love my life and wouldn't change it for the world. Things have just fallen into place for me perfectly... I'm done at Central in 5 days, I got accepted into grad school at the age of only 20, I have amazing friends, a great family, and so much more. I don't know... I guess my half-orientation thing on Monday at Wayne got me a little nervous for my next path in life. I was so intimidated when I walked into that room full of entering grad students- I was the youngest one there... I think the closest age to me was about 22-23. Ugh, it's just crazy. So far my schedule starting in the fall doesn't seem too-too crazy. I'll have field placement Mondays and Tuesday from 8:30-5 though I don't know where yet. And then I have class Wednesdays and Thursdays from 8:30-2:30. Obviously the work load will be much higher than I've had so far in my college career, but ok sounding schedule so far. It's just going to be a complete 180 degree environment change for me. I should be excited that I'm so far... but don't tell anyone, but I'm actually a little scared. lol

I'm really excied to come home in a couple of days! :) It's just getting harder and harder to only be able to talk to people on the phone and hear how much they miss you and knowing how much you miss them. The distance factor will be diminished soon. :)

So when I was home over the weekend I found out that Shawn's new girlfriend is an ex of his older brother. That's a little weird... lol. I haven't seen or talked to him since the whole thing went down. So this aught to be interesting when I see him at the bar when working over the summer.... and not having Mt. Pleasant to run to. I just hope that things are at least tolerable. I can't be his friend right now after all that happened, but I want it to be civil to where we can hang out with the same people possibly at the same time and not have it be weird. I don't know. At least I know that the rest of the guys like Adam and Gary especially still have my back and aren't letting Shawn's immaturity get in the way of our continuing friendship. It's cute... they're all throwing me a graduation party at the bar when I come home. :) I feel so loved. :X

Ugh, I can see it now... I'm going to be sooo busy this summer again. With the wedding showers, two weddings, bachelorette party in NYC, the many weekend getaways we are anticipating, working, bar crawls... the list is never ending.

Damn... I need to get going and get my stuff all done for finals week and start packing some of my shit up. :)
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