Apr 12, 2012 15:43
I think my brain is broken. I haven't written a word of fiction since December, and my brain is literally empty of muse. I've never had it like this before, normally there's lots of stories in there but no impetus to write if I'm blocked. I've not been so without muse since I was sixteen (possibly earlier...) It's pretty annoying.
Since stopping writing I've read nine books, rewatched all of stargate and most of sanctuary, bought a car and applied to nine billion* jobs. I've had one interview, with the feedback 'we really liked you, you had all the skills we needed, you seemed to get along with our staff... but there was someone more experienced...'
I know that I really shouldn't complain, because I'm still working temp at the climbing wall, which is a pretty awesome (read 'dream') job, and I have time to climb and cover shifts for my mum in her little shop and read and watch TV...
But I felt like complaining today. Because there's loads I want to write and I can't. Sorry all.
Please leave positive notes telling me how your worlds/jobs/rl are actually awesome right now and that karma is spreading happiness evenly, and some good fic/vid recs in SG1 (gen, Sam/Janet, Sam/Jack only plz), Sanctuary or Sherlock fandoms. :)
* Please note, some exaggeration implied.
fail my brain,
sad geek is sad