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let me just give you a sample of the conversation in this house:
me: i have a headache...
mom: did you take something?
me: yes
mom: well maybe you should sit up
me: why?
mom: maybe sitting up will cause the blood to circulate.
me: i think you made that up...
julie: i tell her that all the time... she always makes things up.
mom: well i think that both of you lay down too much
me: oh excuse me for having a headache, i'll just tell it to go away
mom: for young girls you lay down too much, you should be out doing things
me: oh ok... well the reason i'm laying down right now is because 1. i'm sick, and 2. what would you like me to do? I HAVE NO FRIENDS!
AHHH she just doesn't get it does she? true, i have friends at school... AT SCHOOL being the operative words in that sentence. natali is my closet friend and she lives a good 20-30 mins away. plus she grew up in lake mary, all her friends are there. there are people there that she hasn't seen in a while because she's been at school. she can't just drop everything and drive to orlando because i am lonely. and i obviously still don't have a car so it's not like i can drive up to lake mary. and my other school friends live in tampa, miami, or ft. lauderdale, which is a good 2-4 HOURS away. i've come to the conclusion that moving to florida was the worst idea my parents have ever had. things were supposed to get better, but nothing has changed. dad still has a horrible job, mom now has NO job, i'm miserable when i come home because i have no friends here, and julie, well julie has made friends here but i know for a fact that she would be much happier if we never came here. the money situation was supposed to get better, but it hasn't. we have to pay two rents every month, one for the stupid small two bedroom apartment that we live in and one for the storage unit for the rest of our furniture and stuff. this apartment is too small. in julie and my room alone we have a full size bed, a desk, a night table, an entertainment center, and two dressers. there is hardly any room to walk. we share a closet, which is constantly a mess due to the fact that it's too small for two people to use. our house still isn't ready. they say february now, which you know means march or april. i found out that i have to go to summer school at UF, which is actually a good thing, so i won't have to be here. i give up. this is going to be the longest 8 days of my life, not to mention the worst christmas ever. i don't know maybe it'll be better than last year, but i'm not sure about that. at least in 8 days i'll be arriving in logan at this time... actually i'll be at my aunt katie's house with my aunt maria and whoever else is there, seeing how it's grand central station. then i get to go to tori's school to pick her up with auntie. i can't wait to see tori, zack, dylan, jess, nick, and everyone else. i espcially can't wait to get to easton to see my good friend dan farrell, along with all my other friends that i wish i was with right now. maybe mom will realize that she made a huge mistake, oh no wait that would require for her to admit she was wrong. don't see that happening in this lifetime. ok well i'm gonna go clean the closet, again. i just cleaned it two days ago, but some people just felt the need to throw everything in it because they are mad at me. i also have to put these clothes away that she just threw at me. then maybe i'll pack my stuff up, bundle up (oh yeah did i mention that it's apparently "freezing" in orlando and we are going to have a "heat crisis"... yeah that cracks me up since it's like 41 degrees outside), and "go do something productive with my life" to make mommy dearest happy. either that i'll start walking now, maybe i'll get to boston sooner than 8 days.... who knows. if you see me hitchiking along the road and you are heading north on I95, please for the love of god, pick me up! that's all for now, i'll update tomorrow,if i'm still here....
me: i have a headache...
mom: did you take something?
me: yes
mom: well maybe you should sit up
me: why?
mom: maybe sitting up will cause the blood to circulate.
me: i think you made that up...
julie: i tell her that all the time... she always makes things up.
mom: well i think that both of you lay down too much
me: oh excuse me for having a headache, i'll just tell it to go away
mom: for young girls you lay down too much, you should be out doing things
me: oh ok... well the reason i'm laying down right now is because 1. i'm sick, and 2. what would you like me to do? I HAVE NO FRIENDS!
AHHH she just doesn't get it does she? true, i have friends at school... AT SCHOOL being the operative words in that sentence. natali is my closet friend and she lives a good 20-30 mins away. plus she grew up in lake mary, all her friends are there. there are people there that she hasn't seen in a while because she's been at school. she can't just drop everything and drive to orlando because i am lonely. and i obviously still don't have a car so it's not like i can drive up to lake mary. and my other school friends live in tampa, miami, or ft. lauderdale, which is a good 2-4 HOURS away. i've come to the conclusion that moving to florida was the worst idea my parents have ever had. things were supposed to get better, but nothing has changed. dad still has a horrible job, mom now has NO job, i'm miserable when i come home because i have no friends here, and julie, well julie has made friends here but i know for a fact that she would be much happier if we never came here. the money situation was supposed to get better, but it hasn't. we have to pay two rents every month, one for the stupid small two bedroom apartment that we live in and one for the storage unit for the rest of our furniture and stuff. this apartment is too small. in julie and my room alone we have a full size bed, a desk, a night table, an entertainment center, and two dressers. there is hardly any room to walk. we share a closet, which is constantly a mess due to the fact that it's too small for two people to use. our house still isn't ready. they say february now, which you know means march or april. i found out that i have to go to summer school at UF, which is actually a good thing, so i won't have to be here. i give up. this is going to be the longest 8 days of my life, not to mention the worst christmas ever. i don't know maybe it'll be better than last year, but i'm not sure about that. at least in 8 days i'll be arriving in logan at this time... actually i'll be at my aunt katie's house with my aunt maria and whoever else is there, seeing how it's grand central station. then i get to go to tori's school to pick her up with auntie. i can't wait to see tori, zack, dylan, jess, nick, and everyone else. i espcially can't wait to get to easton to see my good friend dan farrell, along with all my other friends that i wish i was with right now. maybe mom will realize that she made a huge mistake, oh no wait that would require for her to admit she was wrong. don't see that happening in this lifetime. ok well i'm gonna go clean the closet, again. i just cleaned it two days ago, but some people just felt the need to throw everything in it because they are mad at me. i also have to put these clothes away that she just threw at me. then maybe i'll pack my stuff up, bundle up (oh yeah did i mention that it's apparently "freezing" in orlando and we are going to have a "heat crisis"... yeah that cracks me up since it's like 41 degrees outside), and "go do something productive with my life" to make mommy dearest happy. either that i'll start walking now, maybe i'll get to boston sooner than 8 days.... who knows. if you see me hitchiking along the road and you are heading north on I95, please for the love of god, pick me up! that's all for now, i'll update tomorrow,if i'm still here....