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So I moved to school today. We left at 10 am and got here around noon. Then we moved everything into my room. I have two roommates for now, Sabrina and Stephanie. Sabrina seems really nice and I haven’t met Stephanie yet. My parents just left like 30 mins ago. No one is home to call, the internet is down, and I don’t know anyone. There is this ice cream social thing downstairs tonight… I might go to that. Sabrina said she was going so maybe I’ll go with her. I dunno…
I thought I was going to like it here much more. I thought I would love living on my own but it’s kinda scary. I don’t know anyone here. I only know Lix and Dharmine, but they live off campus and probably haven’t come up from Pembroke Pines yet. Every five seconds I feel like I’m going to cry, but I just won’t surrender to the tears. I don’t want my roommates to walk in on me bawling my eyes out. I wish mom and Julie had stayed longer. I know just had homework and all… but I feel abandoned. I just want to go HOME. And, not home as in that stupid tiny apartment in Orlando, but home as in my house in Easton. I want to be going to see “No, No Nanette” tonight. I want to be playing manhunt at the Driscolls or in the park with everyone. I want to go to the cape with my cousins. I want to go to work with Missy, Debbie, Celeste, Kate, and Ashleigh. I wanna have car adventures and cause trouble with Gary. I wanna go to the ridge to visit Jen, Joan, and Kelly and get ice cream with Josh. I wanna go see “Finding Nemo” again with Dan, Todd, Chris, John, Julie, and Libby. I want to go play on the swings at Parkview and have girls nights and drive around town aimlessly. I wanted to go to the show choir party at Jen’s house. Mostly I just want to fall asleep tonight in my own bed in my own room and wake up tomorrow and have this all be a bad dream.
The R.A., Rosie, live just down the hall. That’s supposed to be Missy. We’re supposed to be at UMASS together. Living on the same floor with her as the R.A. We’re supposed to work in security together. When we go home we are supposed to go to work and “do something in the back room.” We’re supposed to be the tag team, keeping everyone in line.
AHH I HATE IT HERE!!!
I thought I was going to like it here much more. I thought I would love living on my own but it’s kinda scary. I don’t know anyone here. I only know Lix and Dharmine, but they live off campus and probably haven’t come up from Pembroke Pines yet. Every five seconds I feel like I’m going to cry, but I just won’t surrender to the tears. I don’t want my roommates to walk in on me bawling my eyes out. I wish mom and Julie had stayed longer. I know just had homework and all… but I feel abandoned. I just want to go HOME. And, not home as in that stupid tiny apartment in Orlando, but home as in my house in Easton. I want to be going to see “No, No Nanette” tonight. I want to be playing manhunt at the Driscolls or in the park with everyone. I want to go to the cape with my cousins. I want to go to work with Missy, Debbie, Celeste, Kate, and Ashleigh. I wanna have car adventures and cause trouble with Gary. I wanna go to the ridge to visit Jen, Joan, and Kelly and get ice cream with Josh. I wanna go see “Finding Nemo” again with Dan, Todd, Chris, John, Julie, and Libby. I want to go play on the swings at Parkview and have girls nights and drive around town aimlessly. I wanted to go to the show choir party at Jen’s house. Mostly I just want to fall asleep tonight in my own bed in my own room and wake up tomorrow and have this all be a bad dream.
The R.A., Rosie, live just down the hall. That’s supposed to be Missy. We’re supposed to be at UMASS together. Living on the same floor with her as the R.A. We’re supposed to work in security together. When we go home we are supposed to go to work and “do something in the back room.” We’re supposed to be the tag team, keeping everyone in line.
AHH I HATE IT HERE!!!