i've got my finger on the trigger and ur in MY WAY!
Bored. as hell. I'm so over h/s. I'm wayyy to smart for this shit :).. Or maybe just so dumb that im using that as an excuse as to y i hate school.
I'm going to orlando! yayy..i'm wy excited. I get to see him for 2 days this time :-/ ..uh. this is getting old.
So i started eating and gained 2 pounds back already. I'm sooo putting a stop to that shit.
Dear body,
Please forgive me for the hell im putting u thru. Please dont decide to quit on me..i dont wanna d.i.e. The torture will last just a bit longer...maybe.
Uhh..im crazy. But hey..not everyone can do such a thing like not eat for like a week. So i'm proud. I'm a dumbass but i feel somewhat accomplished.
Maybe people are really telling me the thruth..maybe they really dont think i look fat anymore. Maybe their lying. Oh well..i need a fatty support group or some sex or something.
So i've been kinda sad lately and im not sure y..but everybody's noticed it. I dunno what's changed..maybe im just getting sick of this whole situation.."u used to be happy, and u used to smile all the time" is something i've heard a lot lately from diff. people.
hah..oh well man im a trip. Summer innn 2 weeks. Hollerrr.
I'm going to orlando! yayy..i'm wy excited. I get to see him for 2 days this time :-/ ..uh. this is getting old.
So i started eating and gained 2 pounds back already. I'm sooo putting a stop to that shit.
Dear body,
Please forgive me for the hell im putting u thru. Please dont decide to quit on me..i dont wanna d.i.e. The torture will last just a bit longer...maybe.
Uhh..im crazy. But hey..not everyone can do such a thing like not eat for like a week. So i'm proud. I'm a dumbass but i feel somewhat accomplished.
Maybe people are really telling me the thruth..maybe they really dont think i look fat anymore. Maybe their lying. Oh well..i need a fatty support group or some sex or something.
So i've been kinda sad lately and im not sure y..but everybody's noticed it. I dunno what's changed..maybe im just getting sick of this whole situation.."u used to be happy, and u used to smile all the time" is something i've heard a lot lately from diff. people.
hah..oh well man im a trip. Summer innn 2 weeks. Hollerrr.