hey, remember that time you punched me in the eye?
so jeremy punched me in the eye tonight. ouch. alright not really. more like elbowed. on accident. but ouch still.
anyway. work today was lame. the DM was there all day and talked to me about management and shit. i really need a new job. but hey at least i got a $5 gift certificate out of the deal. all because i knew about loss prevention. HA!
been trying to find a job lately but it's been pretty unsuccessful. i guess i need to put slightly more time and effort into it until i really find something...
one of the best episodes of futurama is on right now... the one where fry remembers his dog and tries to bring him back to life and whatnot... and at the end it shows how the dog kept looking for fry after fry got frozen and how the dog waited outside the pizza shop where fry worked until it died. how sad...
yeah anyway... um i guess life has been pretty good lately. i really have the most amazing boyfriend ever. even though i'm constantly giving him shit, i love him more than anyone and he makes me so happy. i don't know why he puts up with me. but i won't question it.
i've become closer with a few of my friends and that's cool. other friends have kinda been phased out... whether intentional or not. i guess carrie and melanie hate me... not that i can say i blame them necessarily. carrie has every right to, and i attempted to talk to her a couple times and she never responded. melanie on the other hand... she was the one to go out of her way to call me and make sure we were cool, cause her and carrie are "two separate people" and she wasn't involved in whatever happened. but then my phone cut out, i called her back later and left a voice mail, and haven't heard from her in the 3 weeks since. oh and she took me off her lj friends list. ouch. the major dis. good to know you cared about us being cool.... right. whatever. i'm not trying to start drama. i'm over it. this is who i am and if you can't handle it, then i don't want to be friends with you.
i haven't talked to jake in... i don't know how long. almost 2 weeks i guess. pretty lame, i mean, what with us being "bff" and all... but right now i know us not talking is for the best and my life has been much less stressful because of it. maybe at some point we can learn to be friends again. until then... i have to do what's best for me.
skate and surf is most likely not happening for me... for a lot of reasons. mostly money. partly stress. in all honesty, it's just not worth it to me at this point. there are very few shows i really care about going to in the near future... i'd like to go see the early november in pittsburgh if possible, to be able to spend some time with jenny b, jill, and george, and finally meet the every autumn/lost river drive-in boys... jason and judd mentioned possibly helping me out with gas money so that'd rule. but if that show doesn't happen it's not a huge deal. then there's the early november in liverpool, which i am obviously not missing for any reason. the next weekend i'll either end up in albany for the early november, or buffalo for thursday/andrew wk/head automatica. i'd looove to see head automatica, but i may not have the money for it. other than that, i think there may be a couple shows i'd like to make it to in april but nothing huge i can think of now. at the end of the month is the early november with less than jake in rochester. i would love to make it to one of the copeland/switchfoot shows [yes, i like switchfoot], but i don't think it's coming very close at all. lame. that james from copeland is a super nice guy. the finch tour is getting pushed back so i'll probably be heading to a couple of those shows in may. the new stuff kinda scares me. but as long as they never change, as people, i'll always love every chance i get to see them. i miss them a ton.
have i found a replacement??
anyway. i guess that's the rundown of what's been happening lately. i'm hungry. jeremy made pizza for us earlier but that was all i ate today. i think i might go find a snack, since i'm nowhere near tired...
leave me comments, bitches.
anyway. work today was lame. the DM was there all day and talked to me about management and shit. i really need a new job. but hey at least i got a $5 gift certificate out of the deal. all because i knew about loss prevention. HA!
been trying to find a job lately but it's been pretty unsuccessful. i guess i need to put slightly more time and effort into it until i really find something...
one of the best episodes of futurama is on right now... the one where fry remembers his dog and tries to bring him back to life and whatnot... and at the end it shows how the dog kept looking for fry after fry got frozen and how the dog waited outside the pizza shop where fry worked until it died. how sad...
yeah anyway... um i guess life has been pretty good lately. i really have the most amazing boyfriend ever. even though i'm constantly giving him shit, i love him more than anyone and he makes me so happy. i don't know why he puts up with me. but i won't question it.
i've become closer with a few of my friends and that's cool. other friends have kinda been phased out... whether intentional or not. i guess carrie and melanie hate me... not that i can say i blame them necessarily. carrie has every right to, and i attempted to talk to her a couple times and she never responded. melanie on the other hand... she was the one to go out of her way to call me and make sure we were cool, cause her and carrie are "two separate people" and she wasn't involved in whatever happened. but then my phone cut out, i called her back later and left a voice mail, and haven't heard from her in the 3 weeks since. oh and she took me off her lj friends list. ouch. the major dis. good to know you cared about us being cool.... right. whatever. i'm not trying to start drama. i'm over it. this is who i am and if you can't handle it, then i don't want to be friends with you.
i haven't talked to jake in... i don't know how long. almost 2 weeks i guess. pretty lame, i mean, what with us being "bff" and all... but right now i know us not talking is for the best and my life has been much less stressful because of it. maybe at some point we can learn to be friends again. until then... i have to do what's best for me.
skate and surf is most likely not happening for me... for a lot of reasons. mostly money. partly stress. in all honesty, it's just not worth it to me at this point. there are very few shows i really care about going to in the near future... i'd like to go see the early november in pittsburgh if possible, to be able to spend some time with jenny b, jill, and george, and finally meet the every autumn/lost river drive-in boys... jason and judd mentioned possibly helping me out with gas money so that'd rule. but if that show doesn't happen it's not a huge deal. then there's the early november in liverpool, which i am obviously not missing for any reason. the next weekend i'll either end up in albany for the early november, or buffalo for thursday/andrew wk/head automatica. i'd looove to see head automatica, but i may not have the money for it. other than that, i think there may be a couple shows i'd like to make it to in april but nothing huge i can think of now. at the end of the month is the early november with less than jake in rochester. i would love to make it to one of the copeland/switchfoot shows [yes, i like switchfoot], but i don't think it's coming very close at all. lame. that james from copeland is a super nice guy. the finch tour is getting pushed back so i'll probably be heading to a couple of those shows in may. the new stuff kinda scares me. but as long as they never change, as people, i'll always love every chance i get to see them. i miss them a ton.
have i found a replacement??
anyway. i guess that's the rundown of what's been happening lately. i'm hungry. jeremy made pizza for us earlier but that was all i ate today. i think i might go find a snack, since i'm nowhere near tired...
leave me comments, bitches.