I should stop thinking so much

[lmekko]

Spent christmas eve chopping firewood for my parents. Now to watch some anime and maybe game a bit before trying to go to sleep... which should take a while. Y'see, I'm an optimist but I've always been kinda aethiest. Why the "but"? Because the thought of death literally sends waves of shudders all over my body. I figure that when I, or anyone/thing for that matter, dies, that being basically ceases existing on a sentient level. That is, the lack of an afterlife... the thought of everything just ending and not even a second to look back at things just kind of scares me. At the same time, I use this to remind myself just what it is that makes me an optimist... My belief that the reason we exist is to be happy. I think that because that's basically what everyone is always trying to attain. Whether it be directly, such as gaming, or indirectly, working so that one can buy games etc.

meh, that's it for my nigh-monthly updating here this month, methinks :p