Another setback..
The court case that was suppose to occur on June 2nd was postponed to August 9th. I'm starting to grow impatient. It's hard to show any sort of feeling besides frustration when telling the events of what happened to anyone now. I'm just done with this case being open. It's not even one of the last court dates I'll have to attend! This is merely 4 out of the 7 left. Assuming the trial is done within a day; that can have multiple days in itself.
Michael, my almost two year old, escaped from my house and was brought back to me within an hour. How did that happen? I fell asleep on the couch and didn't have the door locked since my 8 year old was outside at the time. I didn't want to lock her out and I didn't expect to pass out in that manner. CPS showed up a few days later under the impression that my door was locked when Michael escaped and they now want me to put a child safety lock on the door itself to prevent this from happening again. Yeah; that's not happening. It would never be in use and is a waste of my money. They haven't been back anyhow.
If I get anything, it'll be something I can return that same day. It was a fluke.
A few days after that happened I kept my daughter home from school since she was complaining of headaches and being nauseous. I called her off and within 2 hours comes her dad pounding on my door saying he's taking her to school. He then called the cops because I refused this. The cops came in and saw her throw up on herself while they talked to her. They then asked me how much school she has missed that year. Her dad said 10 days; her recent report card said 2 and I showed them such. They asked how long we didn't get along and I told him that as far as I knew today was the first day we hadn't gotten along in 7 years.. It wasn't a good week for me.
David ended up showing up to my house within days after all that crap went down. No call, no text, just showed up. I didn't mind; I didn't tell him about how I'm not sure if I want to see him anymore. It's hard to make that jump because of how in sinc we are with each other. I'm pretty sure if I admit my feelings for him that he'll do all the work for me. For some reason that seems like the easier way out and I'm ok with that. I need to figure out how and when...
I skipped going to therapy. I think I'm done with all of that. I have nothing further to discuss in regards to the case and I don't find talking about David to be productive. She did say that the fact that me trusting him after the assault was a good sign. I could talk about my kids.. I could discuss my temper. I quit smoking after CPS showed up and that seems to have calmed me down a lot. I have severe appetite loss though. Even dropped 5 lb so far and am slowly dropping more.. Although many people find that to be awesome, I do not.
Got work to do..
Michael, my almost two year old, escaped from my house and was brought back to me within an hour. How did that happen? I fell asleep on the couch and didn't have the door locked since my 8 year old was outside at the time. I didn't want to lock her out and I didn't expect to pass out in that manner. CPS showed up a few days later under the impression that my door was locked when Michael escaped and they now want me to put a child safety lock on the door itself to prevent this from happening again. Yeah; that's not happening. It would never be in use and is a waste of my money. They haven't been back anyhow.
If I get anything, it'll be something I can return that same day. It was a fluke.
A few days after that happened I kept my daughter home from school since she was complaining of headaches and being nauseous. I called her off and within 2 hours comes her dad pounding on my door saying he's taking her to school. He then called the cops because I refused this. The cops came in and saw her throw up on herself while they talked to her. They then asked me how much school she has missed that year. Her dad said 10 days; her recent report card said 2 and I showed them such. They asked how long we didn't get along and I told him that as far as I knew today was the first day we hadn't gotten along in 7 years.. It wasn't a good week for me.
David ended up showing up to my house within days after all that crap went down. No call, no text, just showed up. I didn't mind; I didn't tell him about how I'm not sure if I want to see him anymore. It's hard to make that jump because of how in sinc we are with each other. I'm pretty sure if I admit my feelings for him that he'll do all the work for me. For some reason that seems like the easier way out and I'm ok with that. I need to figure out how and when...
I skipped going to therapy. I think I'm done with all of that. I have nothing further to discuss in regards to the case and I don't find talking about David to be productive. She did say that the fact that me trusting him after the assault was a good sign. I could talk about my kids.. I could discuss my temper. I quit smoking after CPS showed up and that seems to have calmed me down a lot. I have severe appetite loss though. Even dropped 5 lb so far and am slowly dropping more.. Although many people find that to be awesome, I do not.
Got work to do..