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Well here it is 10:37pm and I am sitting at home with nothing to do. This how it usually seems to go until the weekend when I can see my boyfriend. My life is pretty boring, I wake up and I clean the house and when that is done with I have to go and the the siblings off the bus or atleast while they are in school. That is all about to change. Here in a month I plan to go away to college. I plan to leave my family and my friends behind for my own benefit. Sounds kind of selfish when I look at it that way. I have a boyfriend that lives 50 miles away from me and I see him generally on the weekends. My family wants me to get the hell out of here and leave them be. So maybe I should be more excited about leaving but I can't seem to be happy about it. I am worried that I am going to flunk out. I am just not one that likes to fail. I plan on going at any rate and I plan on making something of myself. Even if it kills me trying.