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[lmadoll]

So it has been a while since i have updated my journal. I don't know why I am here and writing this journal seeing as how I am only writing to myself. I am sitting at school on a Saturday... YAY! I am so glad that I decided to sign up to work.. What a job this is. Seeing as how he actually doesnt need me here for another 2 hours. I am not to pleased with this. it makes me wonder if i should even come in on monday or tuesday. i am throwing a party tonight. i am very excited about it. it is the first i have thrown since i got here. lots of drugs and alcohol. cant beat that. i would really like to be working so that i can get paid.. not taht i am getting paid all that much for the amount of work that i do. but i guess some money is better than no money at all. my dad was supposed to be putting money into my bank account. but when i went to the bank to see what my balance was it said that the task i had asked for was unable at the time to be performed and to retry... i did this 4 times. well i guess ill find out later. i am tired. i am ready for bed but i am stuck here forever and i really would rather be a my apartment getting ready for my party. i need to go buy all the alcohol for tonight and tomorrow. i mean it is super bowl sunday and i really dont give a shit but it is a good excuse to plan to get drunk. i have told my brother that he should come down here and visit me and he could even bring a few friends if he liked. but he hasnt even tried to come. maybe he is too busy with other things. it would be nice to have a friend or two come and visit me.. seeing as how i havent been home since martin luther kings birthday and well i dont know when ill be home next. i work on the weekends and well i really need the money. seeing as how my dad would rather pay for my sister to go on some trip... she isnt in school has no job and sleeps until 4 in the afternoon. i dont care that she does this.. i just wish for once my dad would help me. we will see. maybe he will actually put money into my account. lets hope. well school is better this quarter. i have 4 A's and one B. i got my schedule for next quarter and they have me signed up for an online class. atleast i get a computer out of the whole deal... well i am hoping to get a computer. the trust should pay for one but the bank has been screwing me out of money. well there is my life in a nut shell.. well as of right now.. oh yeah.. i had a guy that i like ALOT confess his undying love to me! haha
go figure this shit would happen to me