if im so wonderfull then why am i so missunderstood
i dunno why but this will be an entry more then just friends can read cause im specail like that
hopefully this will be the last entry of the day
i think i got that seasonal depression shit going on.....i dont remember when its called but like you are depressed mainly in the winter....cause damn i cannot be any more depressed im actually thinking of going back on my anti depressants but i know i wont cause you all know how i wont even take a fucking advil for cramps...argh life sucks everything sucks i hate everyone i hate everything i hate myself i am so full of hate if i dont get to lash out on someone i will explode.....i guess the whole Karchiri living with me for that time was good cause i constantly bitched at her but then im sure she isnt so happy now either and i feel bad even tho i hate her i hate how i prolly made her hate things too and now she may be sad
oh by the way this is a random depressing rant if you dont want to read i understand just leave now...its easier this way...
im gonna see if i can get past 100 hates on my hate list
i hate socks that are all holy
i hate pants that are holy because you fell once by accident or was pushed into traffic and now theres tiny hole
i hate glasses that you lose for a week and fine them layered in dust under your bed
i hate alcohol
i hate drugs
i hate people
i hate friends
i hate people who think im there friend
i hate Lisa
i hate fakes
i hate plastic
i hate this shirt cause the button keeps coming undone and everyone is looking down my shirt
i hate how i hate so much
i hate stickers that peel
i hate stickers that dont peel even tho you want them to
i hate parents
i hate rules
i hate restrictions
i hate it when theres no food in my fridge when im hungry
i hate it when i ask for money for food and they say there ordering chinease food then i dont get none
i hate being so deeply in love with someone so distant....
i hate how i dont evern understand my self
i hate how people think they understand me
i hate not having a job
i hate how i dont have a job and yet i have to work tomorrow....go figure
i hate how im underage and i cant pay for a plane ticket or hotel without someone over 18 there
i hate dishes
i hate the piles of dished in my room
i hate how i can never seem to actually get my room clean
i hate how i am even beginning to hate my music
i hate how i cant get my guitar till Friday
i hate how i spent the last of my 300 dollars i saved since July on the fuckin guitar i have to wait for
i hate waiting
i hate people that dont know i hate waiting
i hate how my friends think its cool to go drink
i hate how i look
i hate how i feel
i hate how i prolly have said the same thing slightly different but its still the same
i hate twins
i hate my brothers
i hate how although i hate my father he doesnt try to get in touch with me
i hate how i need money and im afraid to ask
i hate how my father thinks all i want from him is money
i hate how i keep so much hidden inside from everyone and nobody knows it
47 i beleive??
i hate how i suck in school
i hate how people try to tell me im not stupid
i hate how i know im not really stupid but i know im stupid when it comes to books
i hate how people dont think im a real person cause i dont read or im not so smart in school
i hate how people judge people for all the wrong reasons
i hate preps(what a contradition)
i hate the prep cliche and all the other cliche's there are i dont really hate preps because why should i...
i hate how my rooms cold
i hate how nobody can get me a sponge bob blanket
i hate how i get so bored so easily so i have to write a hate list
i hate how this isnt the hate list i hoped it would be
i hate how this says hate so much
i hate how now i wanna make a list about what i actually like
i hate being me
i hate snowboarding
i hate how i just said i hate snowboarding cause its not true i needed another hate lol
i hate my peircings
i hate my hair
i hate how uncooperative my hair is
i hate how all my friends from a different type of people are becoming friends with my other friends and changing each other
i hate the smashing pumpkins (only right now cause that song sucks)
i hate math
i hate science
i hate english
i hate socail
i hate being challenged and not challenged enough
i hate how when i wanna be outside watching the stars she cant just be there with me
i hate how my roof is all slipppery now and i cant go out and sit on it and think about dick all...
i hate the winter
i hate where i live
i hate coheed and cambria because this songs annoying as well
i hate how im listenin to Scooter right now and liking it im not in a techno mood
i hate my moms boyfriend
i hate how my mom is always wasted by at least 7 everynight
i hate how my moms boyfriend has no real job and is always wasted by 4
i hate how there are 4 pot plants scattered thoughout my house
i hate how i cant get a job as a body MOD chick till maybe i get some balls
i hate how even i think i may be going too far with all the peircings i want but i know i still have to do it in order to saisfy myself then eventually take em all out and say to myself how much of a waste it was
i hate how my eyes hurt
i hate how my computer dont work (lets count)
i hate how i only have about 97...98 now
i HATE how mariah carey somehow landed on my playlist on winamp
i hate how so many people either think emo or punk or grunge or ANY thing is a bad thing like that
i hate how sometimes i agree
i hate how contradicting i am
ok this is considered a hate too WHO THE HELL PUT SNOOP FUCKIN DOGG ON MY PLAYLIST!
ok i think im satisfied
103 about
i only stopped cause i get to watch tegan and sara now *smiles* aaaand *POOF* my depressed ness went away
hopefully this will be the last entry of the day
i think i got that seasonal depression shit going on.....i dont remember when its called but like you are depressed mainly in the winter....cause damn i cannot be any more depressed im actually thinking of going back on my anti depressants but i know i wont cause you all know how i wont even take a fucking advil for cramps...argh life sucks everything sucks i hate everyone i hate everything i hate myself i am so full of hate if i dont get to lash out on someone i will explode.....i guess the whole Karchiri living with me for that time was good cause i constantly bitched at her but then im sure she isnt so happy now either and i feel bad even tho i hate her i hate how i prolly made her hate things too and now she may be sad
oh by the way this is a random depressing rant if you dont want to read i understand just leave now...its easier this way...
im gonna see if i can get past 100 hates on my hate list
i hate socks that are all holy
i hate pants that are holy because you fell once by accident or was pushed into traffic and now theres tiny hole
i hate glasses that you lose for a week and fine them layered in dust under your bed
i hate alcohol
i hate drugs
i hate people
i hate friends
i hate people who think im there friend
i hate Lisa
i hate fakes
i hate plastic
i hate this shirt cause the button keeps coming undone and everyone is looking down my shirt
i hate how i hate so much
i hate stickers that peel
i hate stickers that dont peel even tho you want them to
i hate parents
i hate rules
i hate restrictions
i hate it when theres no food in my fridge when im hungry
i hate it when i ask for money for food and they say there ordering chinease food then i dont get none
i hate being so deeply in love with someone so distant....
i hate how i dont evern understand my self
i hate how people think they understand me
i hate not having a job
i hate how i dont have a job and yet i have to work tomorrow....go figure
i hate how im underage and i cant pay for a plane ticket or hotel without someone over 18 there
i hate dishes
i hate the piles of dished in my room
i hate how i can never seem to actually get my room clean
i hate how i am even beginning to hate my music
i hate how i cant get my guitar till Friday
i hate how i spent the last of my 300 dollars i saved since July on the fuckin guitar i have to wait for
i hate waiting
i hate people that dont know i hate waiting
i hate how my friends think its cool to go drink
i hate how i look
i hate how i feel
i hate how i prolly have said the same thing slightly different but its still the same
i hate twins
i hate my brothers
i hate how although i hate my father he doesnt try to get in touch with me
i hate how i need money and im afraid to ask
i hate how my father thinks all i want from him is money
i hate how i keep so much hidden inside from everyone and nobody knows it
47 i beleive??
i hate how i suck in school
i hate how people try to tell me im not stupid
i hate how i know im not really stupid but i know im stupid when it comes to books
i hate how people dont think im a real person cause i dont read or im not so smart in school
i hate how people judge people for all the wrong reasons
i hate preps(what a contradition)
i hate the prep cliche and all the other cliche's there are i dont really hate preps because why should i...
i hate how my rooms cold
i hate how nobody can get me a sponge bob blanket
i hate how i get so bored so easily so i have to write a hate list
i hate how this isnt the hate list i hoped it would be
i hate how this says hate so much
i hate how now i wanna make a list about what i actually like
i hate being me
i hate snowboarding
i hate how i just said i hate snowboarding cause its not true i needed another hate lol
i hate my peircings
i hate my hair
i hate how uncooperative my hair is
i hate how all my friends from a different type of people are becoming friends with my other friends and changing each other
i hate the smashing pumpkins (only right now cause that song sucks)
i hate math
i hate science
i hate english
i hate socail
i hate being challenged and not challenged enough
i hate how when i wanna be outside watching the stars she cant just be there with me
i hate how my roof is all slipppery now and i cant go out and sit on it and think about dick all...
i hate the winter
i hate where i live
i hate coheed and cambria because this songs annoying as well
i hate how im listenin to Scooter right now and liking it im not in a techno mood
i hate my moms boyfriend
i hate how my mom is always wasted by at least 7 everynight
i hate how my moms boyfriend has no real job and is always wasted by 4
i hate how there are 4 pot plants scattered thoughout my house
i hate how i cant get a job as a body MOD chick till maybe i get some balls
i hate how even i think i may be going too far with all the peircings i want but i know i still have to do it in order to saisfy myself then eventually take em all out and say to myself how much of a waste it was
i hate how my eyes hurt
i hate how my computer dont work (lets count)
i hate how i only have about 97...98 now
i HATE how mariah carey somehow landed on my playlist on winamp
i hate how so many people either think emo or punk or grunge or ANY thing is a bad thing like that
i hate how sometimes i agree
i hate how contradicting i am
ok this is considered a hate too WHO THE HELL PUT SNOOP FUCKIN DOGG ON MY PLAYLIST!
ok i think im satisfied
103 about
i only stopped cause i get to watch tegan and sara now *smiles* aaaand *POOF* my depressed ness went away