Ocasio
Well on Thursday and Friday my mood was as bad as ever. I was constantly bitching at my co-workers and evrything just right about pissed me off. I got a lecture from my landlady on Thursday about how I couldn't continue leaving my room so dirty that those where $275 that she was loosing monthly because nobody would want to room with me and she kept on yapping for 15 minutes. On Friday I went to college to finaly drop out and some wierd crap went on about how I don't have medical aid and that can't be because it is a complete violation of blah blah blah..........she kept on until the conversation gravitated towards my future. Seriously I'v e been 21 for a week or two and all I'm getting now is lectures from people that don't even know me. I got to work on friday and the managers that were on shift where driving me crazy saying every fucking hour how much we needed to sell over the damn headpiece thing they make us wear now, I swear that thing will bring about the end of my sanity. I was sorting out some merchandise when to other employees cam and dumped a bunch of items over everything I was sorting, it pissed me the hell off. I went around the counterand looked at one of them and told her that would be the last time she pulled some shit like that when some other girl calls me Nestor when everyone knows my name is Nelson. I look at her and immediatly shouted "IT'S NELSON". All the employees looked at me astonished and said dude chill out. After my shift was over I continued to be in a bitchy mood when Dorian called me up and told me we were going to my supervisor's house for some gettogether he pulled off. My new supervisor is male, gay, young and right about one of the coolest persons in that store. He realy isn't what I usualy go for since he's realy tanned and I mostly like realy pale white boys but he still seems very atractive to me. His name is Naudy Ocasio, yes we share the same last name wich kinda freaked me out because we have similar interest, we obviously both like men and there realy isn't anybody from my father's side of the family who I talk with. Dorian picked me up and told me to call Naudy for directions on how to get to his place. To my surprise he lives in Villa Palmeras in Santurce wich is where I was raised, near the Norte Shopping Center where I used to go rent movies with my brother when we were kids. We got to his house and I couldn't believe that after all these years of constantly moving after mom died that I woiuld end up in Villa Palmeras of all places doing exactly what I hated my father for wich was getting drunk. I was completly amazed on how the world turned and that Naudy had also worked some time in Castle Books before and knows Isabel Bateria who I adore and also Rene Esteves who is one of my best friends. I kept on drinknig the night away completly immmersed in my thoughts of childhood and how beautiful the city looked at night with all the lights and lit up billboards across the night sky until I got completly drunk and couldn't stop laughing. Well the night ended with mne going to the bathroom and staying there sleeping for about 20 minutes until Dorian took me home. I woke up on saturday morning and Rene calls me to pick me up to go to Plaza Carolina. we get there and I was still kinda drunk, I kept laughing constantly and most of all I was happy. I was truly happy, there was no grief, no gloom, no paranoia or cenesence inside of me just pure and complete happiness. It was eerie kind of like being a child again, no malice to harm me. Now it's 2 am on Sunday and my nephew's 5th birthday who also is obviously Ocasio as well and he is truly happy, still a child. I got to feel like he feels now and I think I can be an even better uncle now thanks to this experience.