The Barbie Doll I never had
Last night I got home early and decided to watch some parts of Mean Girls(thanks Angelo for telling me about this gem). I saw the parts in which Cady thinks this:
"I've never met someone so glamorous, regina is like the Barbie Doll I never had"
"The weird thing about hanging out with Regina was that I could hate her,and at the same time,I still wanted her to like me.Same with Gretchen. The meaner Regina was to her,the more Gretchen tried to win Regina back."
After just lying on my bed it ocurred to me girl world and gay world are a lot alike, I know hurra big revelation but seriously I am just like Cady in the first day of school where nobody wants to have lunch with her well at least in the gay world. For some reason every gay man my age has one gay best friend but I don't hell I hardly have any gay friends and the ones I do have don't really hang out with me, so yes my social circle is made up by the most part of straight people so in gay world I am a virtual unknown. This also leads me to Marcos, I know I've talked about him enough already but even when I ran into him at the club those times, I hated him but at the same time I still wanted him to like me. Why do we do stuff like this to ourselves?
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."
- Charles M. Schulz
"I've never met someone so glamorous, regina is like the Barbie Doll I never had"
"The weird thing about hanging out with Regina was that I could hate her,and at the same time,I still wanted her to like me.Same with Gretchen. The meaner Regina was to her,the more Gretchen tried to win Regina back."
After just lying on my bed it ocurred to me girl world and gay world are a lot alike, I know hurra big revelation but seriously I am just like Cady in the first day of school where nobody wants to have lunch with her well at least in the gay world. For some reason every gay man my age has one gay best friend but I don't hell I hardly have any gay friends and the ones I do have don't really hang out with me, so yes my social circle is made up by the most part of straight people so in gay world I am a virtual unknown. This also leads me to Marcos, I know I've talked about him enough already but even when I ran into him at the club those times, I hated him but at the same time I still wanted him to like me. Why do we do stuff like this to ourselves?
Sometimes I lie awake at night, and I ask, "Where have I gone wrong?"/ Then a voice says to me, "This is going to take more than one night."
- Charles M. Schulz