May 15, 2005 12:27
Hello.
Well yesterday was weird. It started out with me still in pain. I talked to Dana and he told me to go to Paul's. Once I got there, we left Paul's and walked over to Ellis's. There we had van part 5. I threw down so i was included in this. I don't know why but I got sick. I got out of the van and threw up alot. When they were done with their session, we all walked to the trainstation. Everyone walked the tracks, i took the streets. I was going to head to gregs so my high would wear off with my sickness. Right when i was walking away from the group, i heard some of them yelling "dead dog." I kept walking and then some lady came out of a house near the station asking if I had seen a brown dog. I told her that my friends just saw a dead dog on the tracks. It was her's and i felt bad. After that, i continued my journey to Gregs. I hung out there for a while. It was fun. When I left, I made plans with Dana again. Aaron went to go get Monica. Keeney,Dana, Paul and I all walked to the secret spot. They did there buisness while I sat there. We then went to Bovardi's. We got slushes. Aaron and Monica met us there. We then went to west side of Lynn then went to nina's market. Aaron and Keeney were rollin while parked at nina's. The car was packed so Monica and I went for a walk so it wasnt as sketchy. We came back, drove to clark park, they partook in their stuff and Then we all got dropped off at our houses by Aaron.
It was a weird day, I'd like to put it in more description, but I rather not mention a lot of things in livejournal.
I've decided that...
Mary is not for me. It makes me sick.
It did the job of making me forget the mental pain but it replaced it with pysical pain. And now the mental pain is back.
I thought karma was treating me right, then, it all came crashing down.
Well, it is Sunday. Sunday is spanish for day that sucks a lot and Ryan cannot go out. Seriously.
FUCK
damn it all