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What can I say? I'm sad. :( This is supposed to be a venting place, but you still have to be guarded on what you say, because you never know who is reading it. Can it just never be that every single thing is just right? Can't that happen? I feel like I've lost my best friend, and in a way that I won't go in to I guess I have. She is still my friend, but things are not the same. I hate this feeling. She was very special to me, and she still is. We had so much in common at first. Now she likes to just be cold. Cold, and heartless. She used to care that I didn't like this side of her, and she would be the nice person that she was. I can dream...can't I? Maybe she will come back...that side that I so loved, and admired. My special friend. I'm here for her, and she dosen't seem to care. I want what's best for her. I know her life is hell right now, but I have never once not been there for her since we were first friends. Come back special friend. I'm here, and I'm waiting. I will always love you no matter what you're going through. Let me help.