Nov 08, 2004 15:22
heyy peoples. Well mah cell phone has been acting retarded and its pissing me off. But anywho, Today was kinda odd because of Cody and Justine. It was pouring between 1st and 2nd hour and i was in satin heels and silk pants and i had to run outside to the main building..boi, did that suck. I spent lunch with Matthew and Justine and i tried to comfort her while she cried. And those heartless pieces of shit had enough balls to give her dirty looks or say shit when she walked by crying. What fucking nerve. Its so sad. I hate seeing her like this. I talked to Cody and he seemed fine. This did open my eyes and make me realize not to take things for granted and to ALWAYS be prepared for ANYTHING. You never know that thats the last time your going to kiss him while hes holding you in his arms and thats when i go back to my old moto: Love Hurts. Remember that one? haha yea. Well it does, but in every relationship there are ups and downs and sometimes who you think your destined to be with really isnt at all. Its sad how things turn out. How people turn out. How things change.Thats why you gotta hold on and stay strong in a relationship. ALWAYS have trust and faith because without those you have nothing. So make sure that you mean every word you say. And say "I love You" like you truely mean it everytime you say it because you never know when its going to be the last time you'll be saying it to him. I LOVE YOU JUSTINE!!
-much love-
..Vanessa..
p.s. Love Hurts