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i wish i could say something sentimental. but i wont.
yes, its the end of high school. two days left for me to be exact. and here i am writing in the same livejournal i've had since the sixth grade.
funny, i remember a day when i used to have to know html codes to change the size. now its all right here. it has gotten simpler with time, but i have gotten complicated.
it seems to others as i say exactly how i feel all the time. often, however, this is not the case.
i feel happy. i feel sad. i feel in love, yet i feel broken hearted.
my bestfriend is no more. that was made clear today. i am an afterthought, someone who can be put on the backburner with ease. i am not important, i am the person you make plans with because you have nothing better to do. you tell me nothing. i dont know you any more. the sad part is, im not sure if i ever did.
and then theres nick. wonderful, wonderful nick. or so he seems. i love him more than words. but sometimes there feels like many things come with the same time restriction as high school.
things will get clearer. they have a way of doing that, i hope.
yes, its the end of high school. two days left for me to be exact. and here i am writing in the same livejournal i've had since the sixth grade.
funny, i remember a day when i used to have to know html codes to change the size. now its all right here. it has gotten simpler with time, but i have gotten complicated.
it seems to others as i say exactly how i feel all the time. often, however, this is not the case.
i feel happy. i feel sad. i feel in love, yet i feel broken hearted.
my bestfriend is no more. that was made clear today. i am an afterthought, someone who can be put on the backburner with ease. i am not important, i am the person you make plans with because you have nothing better to do. you tell me nothing. i dont know you any more. the sad part is, im not sure if i ever did.
and then theres nick. wonderful, wonderful nick. or so he seems. i love him more than words. but sometimes there feels like many things come with the same time restriction as high school.
things will get clearer. they have a way of doing that, i hope.