Nov 20, 2005 12:05
Let's get one thing straight. I haven't appreciated the fact that you haven't been completely honest with me since highschool. Yes you confessed a lot, but there were many things you chose to hide which I found out the hard way. Twice you told me about futures for the two of us. The last time, which, ended in me finding out from your roommate that you weren't single. I would still be a part of your "family" had there been more communication... I tried, but you were always too busy... as if I was never busy myself... I tried every chance I could every time something reminded me of you and you never returned my calls. I'm tired of trying... I'm tired of this and as I've been trying to say, I'm done playing this pathetic game that I seem to be the only one getting caught up in. I tried to say goodbye nicely and you fed me more bullshit... so let me say this as blunt as possible... fuck this I'm out.
I guess some cannot face the demons they create... otherwise this comment would lay else where. It's funny how much builds up when you decide to let people get away with their lies. And just like Danny, you learn to only lie, never to let the truth escape your lips. You cannot cover a lie with another lie... someone very wise once said that for every lie you tell expect a web of two to form. When you lie once it will take 2 more lies to cover the bases for the first and for the 2 more lies, they will each need 2 more lies to cover each of them up until you have this vicious cycle that you cannot get out of... the things you say will either make your or break you... in this case those lies will haunt you. Thankfully I learned my lying lesson when I was 8 so please forgive me for laughing at those that haven't learned it.