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man! i duno.. my stupid mouse is acting up... i opened to see if it's dirty inside and it's still fairly clean.. ARGH! i miss my optical mouse! so i went over to overstock.com and bought a logitech optical mouse.. i was thinking about getting a red one but i thought it'd stand out too much.. so i bought a blue one (they have no black one)... darn, it's not going to match with my computer but o well.. optical is the way to go.. i don't like dealing with the stupid balls and i don't like cleaning that stuff inside.. blech!!!
anyway, i had to take the train back home from the east side today at 1 am~~ it was so scary! there was nobody in the train station at Halsted and nobody got off on Polk but me.. i was scared so i called eman... and chatted with him while i was walking.. of course i wasn't careless and not paid any attention to my surroundings.. but yeh, i kept looking around, looking if anyone is out to attack me.. i'm kinda traumatized cuz my mom was attacked before by a stranger (he took her purse).. it was scary.. i'm too lazy to recount the details but i think because of that i'm really careful when i walk by myself, especially at nite...
what else? small group was good... he was talking about if we really put more weight on the opinions of men than the opinions of God--who do we truly live for? for the praises of men? or for the praises of God? i really want God to change me... i want to live for His praises.... and lessen the weight of the opinions of the ppl around me.. i dun want their opinion to affect me as much anymore b'cuz i don't want to live for them anymore... i am living for God and his praises and his opinions should have the most effect on me..
anyway, what else? i kinda studied for chemistry... but tomorrow, i promise to God that i will really really really really study.. seriously.. no more joking around.. i know some of u are prolly laughing.. but for real.. =T somehow, i am kinda not believing that i will get much studying done.. but i want to do this for God.... *worried*
well that's it for moi..g'nite world!
anyway, i had to take the train back home from the east side today at 1 am~~ it was so scary! there was nobody in the train station at Halsted and nobody got off on Polk but me.. i was scared so i called eman... and chatted with him while i was walking.. of course i wasn't careless and not paid any attention to my surroundings.. but yeh, i kept looking around, looking if anyone is out to attack me.. i'm kinda traumatized cuz my mom was attacked before by a stranger (he took her purse).. it was scary.. i'm too lazy to recount the details but i think because of that i'm really careful when i walk by myself, especially at nite...
what else? small group was good... he was talking about if we really put more weight on the opinions of men than the opinions of God--who do we truly live for? for the praises of men? or for the praises of God? i really want God to change me... i want to live for His praises.... and lessen the weight of the opinions of the ppl around me.. i dun want their opinion to affect me as much anymore b'cuz i don't want to live for them anymore... i am living for God and his praises and his opinions should have the most effect on me..
anyway, what else? i kinda studied for chemistry... but tomorrow, i promise to God that i will really really really really study.. seriously.. no more joking around.. i know some of u are prolly laughing.. but for real.. =T somehow, i am kinda not believing that i will get much studying done.. but i want to do this for God.... *worried*
well that's it for moi..g'nite world!