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Hmm... well, I still haven't heard anything from my 'ex' best friends {Brandi and Thomas}. So much for life long after high school friends. I am about to start school in 3 weeks though, and that will be fun. I will make friends there and just keep moving on in life.
Jason and I went to the pet store today and held ferrets, bunnies, and other little creatures. They were so cute. One ferret reminded me of Shadow, and it made me sad. I miss her. :[ There was this little black bunny, and he was the fuzziest thing in the entire world. I wanted him so bad. I think he is the fluffiest bunny I have ever seen.
I wonder if I am pregnant this month??? I took a test, but it said no. I still haven't gotten my period though... who knows. It has only been three months, so whatever happens happens. STUPID JASON SPERM! YOU SUCK! *they don't know where to go or what to do. Oh well. I still love each and every one of them. :] haha.
Ya know, life is so fucked up. I have never done anything mean, intentionally to anyone... yet I am left all alone right now. The one person in my life that should hate my guts {that one person being moe} for something I did, actually likes me. The people I have never said a mean word to in my life hate me. My mom and I thought up this theory a few years ago. We thought... 'why is it that all the jocks and cheerleaders are such assholes, yet they seem to have all the friends in the world?' I treat my friends like gold and they end up hating me for no reason at all... EVERY SINGLE TIME! I mean... Moe and I are like best friends again, which is awesome. I love her! Her boyfriend cheated on her with me while we were best friends! That makes me the shittiest friend in the world to her! That is as low as a friend can go. I mean what the hell?!? She should have hired a hit man to kill my ass, yet we talk on the phone almost everyday. I said nothing to Brandi except I am ready to go home, and she told me she never liked me anyways... does that make sense? I don't get it. I guess it has just proved my theory right. If you treat people like shit, they will stick around. If you kill them with kindness, they don't know how to handle it and so they just stop talking to you. They can't even think of a reason to hate you, so they just leave it at that and go on with their lives. Thomas too! I let him live with me, helped him in school, tried to motivate him in every way, and did nothing but care about him. Now he doesn't even answer my calls... let alone return them. I miss my old friends. I wonder if they miss me?
If someone has some input on anything tell me, cuz I am just confused about everything.
-Kier
Jason and I went to the pet store today and held ferrets, bunnies, and other little creatures. They were so cute. One ferret reminded me of Shadow, and it made me sad. I miss her. :[ There was this little black bunny, and he was the fuzziest thing in the entire world. I wanted him so bad. I think he is the fluffiest bunny I have ever seen.
I wonder if I am pregnant this month??? I took a test, but it said no. I still haven't gotten my period though... who knows. It has only been three months, so whatever happens happens. STUPID JASON SPERM! YOU SUCK! *they don't know where to go or what to do. Oh well. I still love each and every one of them. :] haha.
Ya know, life is so fucked up. I have never done anything mean, intentionally to anyone... yet I am left all alone right now. The one person in my life that should hate my guts {that one person being moe} for something I did, actually likes me. The people I have never said a mean word to in my life hate me. My mom and I thought up this theory a few years ago. We thought... 'why is it that all the jocks and cheerleaders are such assholes, yet they seem to have all the friends in the world?' I treat my friends like gold and they end up hating me for no reason at all... EVERY SINGLE TIME! I mean... Moe and I are like best friends again, which is awesome. I love her! Her boyfriend cheated on her with me while we were best friends! That makes me the shittiest friend in the world to her! That is as low as a friend can go. I mean what the hell?!? She should have hired a hit man to kill my ass, yet we talk on the phone almost everyday. I said nothing to Brandi except I am ready to go home, and she told me she never liked me anyways... does that make sense? I don't get it. I guess it has just proved my theory right. If you treat people like shit, they will stick around. If you kill them with kindness, they don't know how to handle it and so they just stop talking to you. They can't even think of a reason to hate you, so they just leave it at that and go on with their lives. Thomas too! I let him live with me, helped him in school, tried to motivate him in every way, and did nothing but care about him. Now he doesn't even answer my calls... let alone return them. I miss my old friends. I wonder if they miss me?
If someone has some input on anything tell me, cuz I am just confused about everything.
-Kier