[tl;dr life] YESSSS. And House. LARGE picspam is LARGE~
Germany Breaks Up Child Porn Ring
Police in Germany have said they have broken up a child pornography network suspected of involving around 9,000 people in more than 90 countries. Footage included severe sexual abuse, one sexually abusing two children in his own family...
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YAY FOR JUSTICE. AND GERMANY. Idk, new saying: TGFG? *thumbs up*
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And I don't want to be jumping the gun but OMFG I THINK MY SHOW IS BACK. House... on Monday... was awesome. It was like... old school. Not just because Cameron and Chase actually had something to do (I'VE SHIPPED THEM FOREVER O GOD O GOD AND YES....), but House and Wilson are one step closer to that place where they're back to normal but also realizing things can't go exactly back to the way they used to be? Idk, it makes sense in my head.
(LOTS AND LOTS of spoiler caps)
House: *going crazy trying to figure this out*
Wilson: *outwardly bored out of his skull; inwardly laughing an evil laugh*
Wilson: Eyes? UP HERE.
Wilson: *is handsome* (no really that's the only for the caps :3)
House: *swoooooooooon--wait, what did Wilson say lskdf... orite*
House: BY THE HAMMER OF THOR
House: blah blah SEE I AM WEARING THE WATCH LIKE I ALWAYS DO I'M NOT GREIVING BLAAAAAHHHH
Wilson: *totally making his point that House is avoiding it because he'd let Wilson realize House was grieving if he stopped wearing it... heh heh pwnage*
House: *feels like he lost this argument somehow GOD WHYYY*
Wilson: *ooo yummy breakfast sandwich of house-mind-game EVIL*
Wilson: Dun worry, I bai u cheezburger sumdai
House: *wishes he had the KUTNER IS ONTO J00 vibes*
Chase: ...and now you're asking me to trust you?
Cameron: *long pause* Yes.
Chase: *long pause* Okay.
GAAAAAAHHHHHH. <3 But briefly I cheated on Cameron and Chase *STRUCK BY HER FIERCE C/CH SIDE* with the real forbidden relationship I've always been attracted to: Cuddy/Chase. Oh yeah baby. damn you persistent chase/cuddy (*hit again by ch/c side of self*). but then, I've been having Cameron/Cuddy thoughts since Cameron held her baby. WOW NEW THREESOME SORRY FOREMAN BYE.
Wilson KNEW it was at the door. He KNEW House was going through his lunch. He KNEW House was going to ask him to dinner (LOLOLOL). He KNEW House wanted to go through his kitchen, and maybe his restroom and bedroom too.
Most of all, he KNOWS this is how House worries for him. In Simple Explanation he couldn't handle that intensity when House swung it onto Kutner, but now that he's okay with his grief he's totally into it again.
llivla!Wilson: It is driving you absolutely nuts you have no idea what's going on in my head isn't it?
Wilson sits on his couch (Amber probably left him everything, she was always alone ;_;) and is clearly tired and closes his eyes while House is on the phone, and neither of them care the patient is screaming in unbearable pain because they're having way too much fun playing a game normal views with heads screwed on right would be disturbed by. House corners him. I'm serious.
Wilson sinks into the couch and is kinda like 'uh... hi?' and then House leans in even closer eating the bad food. I'm sorry, I'm just reminded of many porn scenarios where one tries to seduce the other doing this. I've preferred House had used the ice cream because I love ice cream and don't care for potato chips, but whatever OMFG JUST LOOK AT THEM.
Wilson just finds House hilarious and weird where anyone else would be totally...uh, just weird...ed out. And while my brain is a perv thanks to all you evil people in fandom and fic, there was something more than sexual: as in I mean there wasn't anything about it. House leans in because he knows he can without having to deal with the drama of other people's mind who explode at invasive stuff like this, and he's totally happy in this place in their repairing dynamic where mind games are the best when he's pulling them on Wilson or Wilson's pulling them on him. Wilson doesn't move away because he's comfortable and knows House is predictably unpredictable and pulling mind games on House is as fun as when House does them to him. And wait-- that's it. This is so warped and weird, but this is comfortable. They love this, they totally do. They are so comfortable again. Wilson doesn't have anyone else to fill his needs and turn tables on him mentally and physically to keep him interested. House doesn't find anyone else as interesting and fun as Wilson: I mean come on, House never gets bored hacking into everything from where Wilson's going for lunch, to knowing what Wilson did earlier in the day judging by just what way he chews gum, to weekly check ups on the most airtight of Wilson's medical records. Wilson is House's personal, ever changing Rubik's cube.
Thank God for Wilson logic. House thinks because he doesn't know why Wilson is eating carrots is the tipping off point that he's going crazy. Again, House's obsession with everything Wilson provides endless amusement and...gah, his helpless look when he says it also makes it sad.
WILSON CHANGED HIS MOVIE POSTER. Well.. he moved the old one over to the right.
House notices the most minute details of Wilson's actions. 'You already put your money in. You never do that until you decide.'
House/Gummy Bears. So OTP with hate!sex it's right.
Wilson: Oooookay. Then I won't offer you one. *mwah mwahahhahahaha!!!*
Yeah, my Wilson's inner evil laugh sounds like Eric Cartman.
This of course gives Wilson away. House is delighted. Ten years of mooching off Wilson for food. BWAH.
Wilson: Screwing with you.
House: *in love allllll over again*
Really. House looking into intimate medical files and Wilson screwing with his head is as normal people sending each other flowers. See, Wilson also gets all fond in the eyes and slkdjfsd. Then in that House/Wilsony way he apologizes for his behavior to House, and the not-life he'd been living, since Amber's death; and that pushing people (House) away when things go wrong IS wrong, and HOUSE REALIZES WILSON IS SAYING THIS.
Wilson did it for teh lulz.
THIS PLEASES HOUSE. He is so turned on right now.
Wilson: C: Then he gives House a fond look too.
THIS is the House and Wilson that drugged each other. THIS is the Wilson that goes 'you DIDN'T DO THE DISHES?!' and the House that just doesn't reply to that and instead wants to know what time Wilson's making them dinner. THIS is the Wilson and House that would have an argument about privacy, then there'd be an awkward silence, and one would leave with a 'G'night Wilson!' and a cheerful 'G'night House.'
I'm beside myself. Wilson's coming back (and at the same time, forward) from the selfish, manipulative, scared, heart broken man who lost Amber and shoved House off and ran as fast as he could to save himself. House is coming back (and at the same time, forward) from the selfish, manipulative, scared, heart broken man who lost Wilson and duck his head in the sand to save himself from admitting it and being vulnerable. What's even more warped yet SO them, Wilson realized in order to get House out of his funk, he had to get out of his own. He had to change his own behavior, and House would change with him without even thinking about it.
AND IT ALL LEADS TO A GLORIOUS HOUSE EPIPHANY.
THIS is House and Wilson, Wilson the only one who can make House laugh and relax (look at that body language! he hasn't done this in forever, and it's because he and wilson are okay again! sorry cuddy, you're not gonna have this affect :C) and House the only one who makes Wilson feel the same. THIS is the Wilson and House that show each other they care by doing the opposite of what 'normal' people do, and are comfortable with the other knowing they care.
The only thing to have made the scene even better when Chase and Cameron announced their engagement to Cuddy would have been if Cameron said, 'It's Tuesday... and I want to marry him.' I CAN'T BELIEVE THE WRITERS DIDN'T DO THAT. *slaps them* Idk, I'm holding out for the wedding at least to be on a Tuesday -- let them at least get to be happy for a little while, writers! Also FYI even if you don't care, I never doubted Cameron for a moment this episode. And when I watched the episode for a second time, dude, Cameron is so manipulative because SHE NEVER REALLY LIES this episode. It's true when she says she's there because of House, and she can't monitor the case from home because House isn't there, and it's also true it's not about House at all. I knew it wasn't because she still "loved" House (which she totally didn't *vomits* and he never gave her the care and respect he has for Wilson, Stacy...guh), I totally trusted the girl this ep and loved her showing her growth in making House nervous, throwing Cuddy's ridiculousness back in her face (and Chase did the same later *g*) and then House realizing her issue and forcing her to face it.
When he said 'you and Chase are over,' she didn't just stare at him and say 'you.... are wrong,' when she looked down she was shaken and not really listening to House, she loves Chase at the same time she's freaked out and just wants everything to stop. She tells him about the ring, the tired confusion is all over her face. And House totally cares for Cameron, Foreman, and Chase ("only one of those... is good for your heart"); I think he really 'fell in love' with his Ducklings and still is. They'll always be better than the new team, Kutner was the only thing worthwhile about it (but I respect Kumar's resignation to go serve Obama *salutes them both*), and he'll always get pissed like he did here when Chase was getting hurt and Cameron was hurting herself too (at the end when he cuts her off with a snarling "--yes I bet that comment was going to be hysterical").
Chase hurting. Cameron panicking. And uh, wow, Chase looks like House when he's scruffy and mad. It's kind of weirding me out.
Chase: I don't care what it looks like, I care what it is, and you're. Not. Telling. Me. What it is.
COMMU~NICATION. Bwa, I love you Chase for being everyone's bitch and everyone adding more reasons for your self-worth issues (his mom, his dad, House, Cameron), and Cameron for being messed up trying to think the whole world is unicorns and sparkles knowing full well it's not. I WANTED TO HUG THEM BOTH BECAUSE CAMERON'S SO STUPID AND CHASE IS SO GIRLY EMOTIONAL.
And that's it, Chase breaks. He's tired, confused, hurt, jealous, suspicious and GUILTY for feeling suspicious, and he's had enough. This is too much. He can't take shoving this boulder up a mountain anymore, not alone, and not when he's wondering if he really has been deluding himself since day one she'd ever be as invested as he is.
And Cameron just doesn't want to believe it. Chase is the stubborn one, more stubborn than her, she's used to him taking her frustrating faults and forgiving them, like an everlasting cup of acceptance. She loves him, she believes so badly that Chase won't leave her, whether it's to death or an addiction to another puzzle, and she clearly thinks Chase is the one relationship that's going to make it, the one she wants because it doesn't have to be perfect for her to be in love until they're old and ugly and... wow. She's the one falling apart, and he's the one shutting himself off, flippant and cold. The tables totally turned here in the viewer's perspective, and I think it's another showing WHY Cameron and Chase work, because this is new to us, but the equality doesn't seem new to them. I was crying. Even when he says it has nothing to do with him anymore, he looks down briefly to pull himself together and not falter.
She's totally reeling. D: RUN AFTER HIM CAMERON. And then she's all 'Why did I think a game would help anything? Why do I make up problems that aren't there? Why am I like House and talk about everything but what's really going on? DAMMIT.'
And House assuming she wanted Chase to dump her all along, she just breaks. "I told you I never wanted to dump Chase!" He's all 'uhuh well you did a great job Einstein I SAW WHAT YOU DID THAR" and it's just what she needs to hear how stupid she is when all she has to do is find Chase and TALK TO HIM. She does, and she just lets it all out. And really, she just breaks that she doesn't want Chase to propose out of a knee-jerk reaction, and you KNOW she's thinking of when she proposed and went into romances by knee-jerk reactions. Though she loved her husband, House psychoanalyzed that on a long time ago on why, as well as why Cameron fancied House. And she doesn't want Chase to do that to her, like a sick punch of karma. CHASE. CHASE is disbelieving, because Cameron just confuses him but it's one of the things he loves about her which makes him even MORE confused and GAH. Oh well, this is definitely a hilarious 'how mommy and daddy got together' story for the kiddies. IN MY HEAD THEY LIVE HAPPILY FUCKED-UP EVER AFTER I CAN'T HEAR YOU DAVID SHORE. :|
HER FACE. 'Oh God, oh God I hope he marries me.'
...and when has he ever really been able to say no to Cameron when it mattered? Especially with the Sad 'My Puppy/Unicorn is Dead' Face. My pervy mind was all '...perfect position to put another look on Cameron's face too!' *shot* AND SHE'S SO PRETTY WHEN SHE'S HAPPY. :O And he loves making her happy. If someone told me back in S2 I'd actually get to have this moment I wouldn't have believed them, because it was an unattainable as House/Wilson to me. ONE DOWN ONE TO GO.
....wow that was fast. /end crack I WAS REALLY STARTLED FOR A MOMENT THERE.
I also liked Foreman's wry 'you still in love with House?.' While house_wilson (and house_cuddy ... dear GOD that is a scary place, I was morbidly curious how they reacted in the live episode discussion and they were so weird) erupted into immature cries for her death, I was amused with her because it seemed more like a joke. If people paid more attention to the few scenes the Old Ducklings had, they'd have noticed how much time these three still spend together. But whatever. That's also my inner Chase/Cameron/Foreman talking. *g* FOREMAN COMES ALIVE WITH CAMERON AND CHASE.
Even though Simple Explanation had Foreman/Hadley finally click as a nodded pairing for me. They were even disagreeing this episode and still fondly getting along. I like it.
AND NOW THE BEST PART OF THE EPISODE aside from Hugh Lauries mad mad multi-musical skillz.
THE BITCH IS BACK. THE BITCH IS BAAAAACK. OMFG. AMBER MY LOVE. NOT EVEN DEATH CAN STOP YOUR AWESOMENESS. I just...GUH. DO ME AMBER, I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE EITHER A ZOMBIE OR A HOUSE MIND FUCK. YOU'RE THE HOTTEST ZOMBIE/MIND FUCK EVERRRR. Cuddy might be prettier but Amber is HOT. She's no one's cheap sex fantasy without her say in it (like Cuddy and Cameron are), and she's... SHE'S THE CUT THROAT BITCH I LOVED AT FIRST BITCH OKAY. And uh, does this mean Amber will be popping in on cases now when House least expects her? MAGNIFICENT.
The fact that it was Amber was both shocking and an indication that whatever's happening in his head started before Kutner -- Kutner merely brought it to the surface. This is a long time coming. I also think the deep down House doesn't feel too responsible for Kutner's death: he's certainly been much crueler to Taub and 13 and whatever issues Kutner had probably developed long before he started working for House. However, he certainly played a major role in Amber's demise and even if Wilson has forgiven him I can see House still having some major guilt issues. And most of all, I think it's the shock of Kutner's death that prompted the appearance of Amber. House is off kilter, feeling uncertain for himself. And once he feels comfortable ... bam. And I'm very pleased that it was Amber rather than Kutner showing up in the hallucination. I was actually expecting to see Kutner there because, let's face it, it was a very happy and upbeat ending for an episode of "House." I knew the hammer was going to hit. House was way too proud and too satisfied with himself. House doesn't do happy -- especially when he's alone. I fully expected him to look up and see Kutner. Besides, Kutner as a ghost/hallucination would have been a little happy-go-lucky to an extent. If you want guilt and anger, Amber's your girl. (Mind you, I wouldn't be surprised if Kutner makes an appearance yet, now that the hallucination is established.) - Television Without Pity forums (sumtiemz nut so skery)
TPTB are totally dangling my threesome in front of me. I... I wish... oh God they would have all three been so perfect together! So happy in that warped way no one else (especially Cuddy or Cameron) could understand or maybe accept. The perfect woman for Wilson, the ONLY woman that makes House sweat and think of screaming horses (which is completely hot in and of itself), and two men who respect her and want her, and House/Wilson have been in loveee and married for years except there was no thought about sex but Amber is like... not exactly this catalyst but this final piece to make it all come together BUT OH YEAH, SHORE'S RULE IS HOUSE CAN NEVER BE HAPPY (he'd admitted it several times lskdjfs).
I wish for House/Wilson/Amber in House's head and then the same fantasy going on straight from Wilson's heart /end bad pun on the most heartbreaking episode finales ever. CAN THAT HAPPEN? We had pretty ridiculously in depth hypnosis work before. I WOULD TOTALLY VOLUNTEER TO BE THAT OVERSEEING THERAPIST IF CHASE COULDN'T HANDLE IT.
alsdfsfs I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK. I didn't spoil myself with the preview though. I never do. I like to be surprised what the next episode is about. *g*
Police in Germany have said they have broken up a child pornography network suspected of involving around 9,000 people in more than 90 countries. Footage included severe sexual abuse, one sexually abusing two children in his own family...
Read More.
YAY FOR JUSTICE. AND GERMANY. Idk, new saying: TGFG? *thumbs up*
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And I don't want to be jumping the gun but OMFG I THINK MY SHOW IS BACK. House... on Monday... was awesome. It was like... old school. Not just because Cameron and Chase actually had something to do (I'VE SHIPPED THEM FOREVER O GOD O GOD AND YES....), but House and Wilson are one step closer to that place where they're back to normal but also realizing things can't go exactly back to the way they used to be? Idk, it makes sense in my head.
(LOTS AND LOTS of spoiler caps)
House: *going crazy trying to figure this out*
Wilson: *outwardly bored out of his skull; inwardly laughing an evil laugh*
Wilson: Eyes? UP HERE.
Wilson: *is handsome* (no really that's the only for the caps :3)
House: *swoooooooooon--wait, what did Wilson say lskdf... orite*
House: BY THE HAMMER OF THOR
House: blah blah SEE I AM WEARING THE WATCH LIKE I ALWAYS DO I'M NOT GREIVING BLAAAAAHHHH
Wilson: *totally making his point that House is avoiding it because he'd let Wilson realize House was grieving if he stopped wearing it... heh heh pwnage*
House: *feels like he lost this argument somehow GOD WHYYY*
Wilson: *ooo yummy breakfast sandwich of house-mind-game EVIL*
Wilson: Dun worry, I bai u cheezburger sumdai
House: *wishes he had the KUTNER IS ONTO J00 vibes*
Chase: ...and now you're asking me to trust you?
Cameron: *long pause* Yes.
Chase: *long pause* Okay.
GAAAAAAHHHHHH. <3 But briefly I cheated on Cameron and Chase *STRUCK BY HER FIERCE C/CH SIDE* with the real forbidden relationship I've always been attracted to: Cuddy/Chase. Oh yeah baby. damn you persistent chase/cuddy (*hit again by ch/c side of self*). but then, I've been having Cameron/Cuddy thoughts since Cameron held her baby. WOW NEW THREESOME SORRY FOREMAN BYE.
Wilson KNEW it was at the door. He KNEW House was going through his lunch. He KNEW House was going to ask him to dinner (LOLOLOL). He KNEW House wanted to go through his kitchen, and maybe his restroom and bedroom too.
Most of all, he KNOWS this is how House worries for him. In Simple Explanation he couldn't handle that intensity when House swung it onto Kutner, but now that he's okay with his grief he's totally into it again.
llivla!Wilson: It is driving you absolutely nuts you have no idea what's going on in my head isn't it?
Wilson sits on his couch (Amber probably left him everything, she was always alone ;_;) and is clearly tired and closes his eyes while House is on the phone, and neither of them care the patient is screaming in unbearable pain because they're having way too much fun playing a game normal views with heads screwed on right would be disturbed by. House corners him. I'm serious.
Wilson sinks into the couch and is kinda like 'uh... hi?' and then House leans in even closer eating the bad food. I'm sorry, I'm just reminded of many porn scenarios where one tries to seduce the other doing this. I've preferred House had used the ice cream because I love ice cream and don't care for potato chips, but whatever OMFG JUST LOOK AT THEM.
Wilson just finds House hilarious and weird where anyone else would be totally...uh, just weird...ed out. And while my brain is a perv thanks to all you evil people in fandom and fic, there was something more than sexual: as in I mean there wasn't anything about it. House leans in because he knows he can without having to deal with the drama of other people's mind who explode at invasive stuff like this, and he's totally happy in this place in their repairing dynamic where mind games are the best when he's pulling them on Wilson or Wilson's pulling them on him. Wilson doesn't move away because he's comfortable and knows House is predictably unpredictable and pulling mind games on House is as fun as when House does them to him. And wait-- that's it. This is so warped and weird, but this is comfortable. They love this, they totally do. They are so comfortable again. Wilson doesn't have anyone else to fill his needs and turn tables on him mentally and physically to keep him interested. House doesn't find anyone else as interesting and fun as Wilson: I mean come on, House never gets bored hacking into everything from where Wilson's going for lunch, to knowing what Wilson did earlier in the day judging by just what way he chews gum, to weekly check ups on the most airtight of Wilson's medical records. Wilson is House's personal, ever changing Rubik's cube.
Thank God for Wilson logic. House thinks because he doesn't know why Wilson is eating carrots is the tipping off point that he's going crazy. Again, House's obsession with everything Wilson provides endless amusement and...gah, his helpless look when he says it also makes it sad.
WILSON CHANGED HIS MOVIE POSTER. Well.. he moved the old one over to the right.
House notices the most minute details of Wilson's actions. 'You already put your money in. You never do that until you decide.'
House/Gummy Bears. So OTP with hate!sex it's right.
Wilson: Oooookay. Then I won't offer you one. *mwah mwahahhahahaha!!!*
Yeah, my Wilson's inner evil laugh sounds like Eric Cartman.
This of course gives Wilson away. House is delighted. Ten years of mooching off Wilson for food. BWAH.
Wilson: Screwing with you.
House: *in love allllll over again*
Really. House looking into intimate medical files and Wilson screwing with his head is as normal people sending each other flowers. See, Wilson also gets all fond in the eyes and slkdjfsd. Then in that House/Wilsony way he apologizes for his behavior to House, and the not-life he'd been living, since Amber's death; and that pushing people (House) away when things go wrong IS wrong, and HOUSE REALIZES WILSON IS SAYING THIS.
Wilson did it for teh lulz.
THIS PLEASES HOUSE. He is so turned on right now.
Wilson: C: Then he gives House a fond look too.
THIS is the House and Wilson that drugged each other. THIS is the Wilson that goes 'you DIDN'T DO THE DISHES?!' and the House that just doesn't reply to that and instead wants to know what time Wilson's making them dinner. THIS is the Wilson and House that would have an argument about privacy, then there'd be an awkward silence, and one would leave with a 'G'night Wilson!' and a cheerful 'G'night House.'
I'm beside myself. Wilson's coming back (and at the same time, forward) from the selfish, manipulative, scared, heart broken man who lost Amber and shoved House off and ran as fast as he could to save himself. House is coming back (and at the same time, forward) from the selfish, manipulative, scared, heart broken man who lost Wilson and duck his head in the sand to save himself from admitting it and being vulnerable. What's even more warped yet SO them, Wilson realized in order to get House out of his funk, he had to get out of his own. He had to change his own behavior, and House would change with him without even thinking about it.
AND IT ALL LEADS TO A GLORIOUS HOUSE EPIPHANY.
THIS is House and Wilson, Wilson the only one who can make House laugh and relax (look at that body language! he hasn't done this in forever, and it's because he and wilson are okay again! sorry cuddy, you're not gonna have this affect :C) and House the only one who makes Wilson feel the same. THIS is the Wilson and House that show each other they care by doing the opposite of what 'normal' people do, and are comfortable with the other knowing they care.
The only thing to have made the scene even better when Chase and Cameron announced their engagement to Cuddy would have been if Cameron said, 'It's Tuesday... and I want to marry him.' I CAN'T BELIEVE THE WRITERS DIDN'T DO THAT. *slaps them* Idk, I'm holding out for the wedding at least to be on a Tuesday -- let them at least get to be happy for a little while, writers! Also FYI even if you don't care, I never doubted Cameron for a moment this episode. And when I watched the episode for a second time, dude, Cameron is so manipulative because SHE NEVER REALLY LIES this episode. It's true when she says she's there because of House, and she can't monitor the case from home because House isn't there, and it's also true it's not about House at all. I knew it wasn't because she still "loved" House (which she totally didn't *vomits* and he never gave her the care and respect he has for Wilson, Stacy...guh), I totally trusted the girl this ep and loved her showing her growth in making House nervous, throwing Cuddy's ridiculousness back in her face (and Chase did the same later *g*) and then House realizing her issue and forcing her to face it.
When he said 'you and Chase are over,' she didn't just stare at him and say 'you.... are wrong,' when she looked down she was shaken and not really listening to House, she loves Chase at the same time she's freaked out and just wants everything to stop. She tells him about the ring, the tired confusion is all over her face. And House totally cares for Cameron, Foreman, and Chase ("only one of those... is good for your heart"); I think he really 'fell in love' with his Ducklings and still is. They'll always be better than the new team, Kutner was the only thing worthwhile about it (but I respect Kumar's resignation to go serve Obama *salutes them both*), and he'll always get pissed like he did here when Chase was getting hurt and Cameron was hurting herself too (at the end when he cuts her off with a snarling "--yes I bet that comment was going to be hysterical").
Chase hurting. Cameron panicking. And uh, wow, Chase looks like House when he's scruffy and mad. It's kind of weirding me out.
Chase: I don't care what it looks like, I care what it is, and you're. Not. Telling. Me. What it is.
COMMU~NICATION. Bwa, I love you Chase for being everyone's bitch and everyone adding more reasons for your self-worth issues (his mom, his dad, House, Cameron), and Cameron for being messed up trying to think the whole world is unicorns and sparkles knowing full well it's not. I WANTED TO HUG THEM BOTH BECAUSE CAMERON'S SO STUPID AND CHASE IS SO GIRLY EMOTIONAL.
And that's it, Chase breaks. He's tired, confused, hurt, jealous, suspicious and GUILTY for feeling suspicious, and he's had enough. This is too much. He can't take shoving this boulder up a mountain anymore, not alone, and not when he's wondering if he really has been deluding himself since day one she'd ever be as invested as he is.
And Cameron just doesn't want to believe it. Chase is the stubborn one, more stubborn than her, she's used to him taking her frustrating faults and forgiving them, like an everlasting cup of acceptance. She loves him, she believes so badly that Chase won't leave her, whether it's to death or an addiction to another puzzle, and she clearly thinks Chase is the one relationship that's going to make it, the one she wants because it doesn't have to be perfect for her to be in love until they're old and ugly and... wow. She's the one falling apart, and he's the one shutting himself off, flippant and cold. The tables totally turned here in the viewer's perspective, and I think it's another showing WHY Cameron and Chase work, because this is new to us, but the equality doesn't seem new to them. I was crying. Even when he says it has nothing to do with him anymore, he looks down briefly to pull himself together and not falter.
She's totally reeling. D: RUN AFTER HIM CAMERON. And then she's all 'Why did I think a game would help anything? Why do I make up problems that aren't there? Why am I like House and talk about everything but what's really going on? DAMMIT.'
And House assuming she wanted Chase to dump her all along, she just breaks. "I told you I never wanted to dump Chase!" He's all 'uhuh well you did a great job Einstein I SAW WHAT YOU DID THAR" and it's just what she needs to hear how stupid she is when all she has to do is find Chase and TALK TO HIM. She does, and she just lets it all out. And really, she just breaks that she doesn't want Chase to propose out of a knee-jerk reaction, and you KNOW she's thinking of when she proposed and went into romances by knee-jerk reactions. Though she loved her husband, House psychoanalyzed that on a long time ago on why, as well as why Cameron fancied House. And she doesn't want Chase to do that to her, like a sick punch of karma. CHASE. CHASE is disbelieving, because Cameron just confuses him but it's one of the things he loves about her which makes him even MORE confused and GAH. Oh well, this is definitely a hilarious 'how mommy and daddy got together' story for the kiddies. IN MY HEAD THEY LIVE HAPPILY FUCKED-UP EVER AFTER I CAN'T HEAR YOU DAVID SHORE. :|
HER FACE. 'Oh God, oh God I hope he marries me.'
...and when has he ever really been able to say no to Cameron when it mattered? Especially with the Sad 'My Puppy/Unicorn is Dead' Face. My pervy mind was all '...perfect position to put another look on Cameron's face too!' *shot* AND SHE'S SO PRETTY WHEN SHE'S HAPPY. :O And he loves making her happy. If someone told me back in S2 I'd actually get to have this moment I wouldn't have believed them, because it was an unattainable as House/Wilson to me. ONE DOWN ONE TO GO.
....wow that was fast. /end crack I WAS REALLY STARTLED FOR A MOMENT THERE.
I also liked Foreman's wry 'you still in love with House?.' While house_wilson (and house_cuddy ... dear GOD that is a scary place, I was morbidly curious how they reacted in the live episode discussion and they were so weird) erupted into immature cries for her death, I was amused with her because it seemed more like a joke. If people paid more attention to the few scenes the Old Ducklings had, they'd have noticed how much time these three still spend together. But whatever. That's also my inner Chase/Cameron/Foreman talking. *g* FOREMAN COMES ALIVE WITH CAMERON AND CHASE.
Even though Simple Explanation had Foreman/Hadley finally click as a nodded pairing for me. They were even disagreeing this episode and still fondly getting along. I like it.
AND NOW THE BEST PART OF THE EPISODE aside from Hugh Lauries mad mad multi-musical skillz.
THE BITCH IS BACK. THE BITCH IS BAAAAACK. OMFG. AMBER MY LOVE. NOT EVEN DEATH CAN STOP YOUR AWESOMENESS. I just...GUH. DO ME AMBER, I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE EITHER A ZOMBIE OR A HOUSE MIND FUCK. YOU'RE THE HOTTEST ZOMBIE/MIND FUCK EVERRRR. Cuddy might be prettier but Amber is HOT. She's no one's cheap sex fantasy without her say in it (like Cuddy and Cameron are), and she's... SHE'S THE CUT THROAT BITCH I LOVED AT FIRST BITCH OKAY. And uh, does this mean Amber will be popping in on cases now when House least expects her? MAGNIFICENT.
The fact that it was Amber was both shocking and an indication that whatever's happening in his head started before Kutner -- Kutner merely brought it to the surface. This is a long time coming. I also think the deep down House doesn't feel too responsible for Kutner's death: he's certainly been much crueler to Taub and 13 and whatever issues Kutner had probably developed long before he started working for House. However, he certainly played a major role in Amber's demise and even if Wilson has forgiven him I can see House still having some major guilt issues. And most of all, I think it's the shock of Kutner's death that prompted the appearance of Amber. House is off kilter, feeling uncertain for himself. And once he feels comfortable ... bam. And I'm very pleased that it was Amber rather than Kutner showing up in the hallucination. I was actually expecting to see Kutner there because, let's face it, it was a very happy and upbeat ending for an episode of "House." I knew the hammer was going to hit. House was way too proud and too satisfied with himself. House doesn't do happy -- especially when he's alone. I fully expected him to look up and see Kutner. Besides, Kutner as a ghost/hallucination would have been a little happy-go-lucky to an extent. If you want guilt and anger, Amber's your girl. (Mind you, I wouldn't be surprised if Kutner makes an appearance yet, now that the hallucination is established.) - Television Without Pity forums (sumtiemz nut so skery)
TPTB are totally dangling my threesome in front of me. I... I wish... oh God they would have all three been so perfect together! So happy in that warped way no one else (especially Cuddy or Cameron) could understand or maybe accept. The perfect woman for Wilson, the ONLY woman that makes House sweat and think of screaming horses (which is completely hot in and of itself), and two men who respect her and want her, and House/Wilson have been in loveee and married for years except there was no thought about sex but Amber is like... not exactly this catalyst but this final piece to make it all come together BUT OH YEAH, SHORE'S RULE IS HOUSE CAN NEVER BE HAPPY (he'd admitted it several times lskdjfs).
I wish for House/Wilson/Amber in House's head and then the same fantasy going on straight from Wilson's heart /end bad pun on the most heartbreaking episode finales ever. CAN THAT HAPPEN? We had pretty ridiculously in depth hypnosis work before. I WOULD TOTALLY VOLUNTEER TO BE THAT OVERSEEING THERAPIST IF CHASE COULDN'T HANDLE IT.
alsdfsfs I CAN'T WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK. I didn't spoil myself with the preview though. I never do. I like to be surprised what the next episode is about. *g*