bleh
all i want in life ,
is to find someone i can feel uttterly happy with,
someone who i love with all my heart and the same for him,
but it seems all i find is a boy who hurts me in the simplest ways beacause he knows exactly how to push all my buttons,
and everyone else who become the equivelent of brothers for me.
its disapointing and almost every night it hurts me more and more, and each time i feel this weight i really just want to escape and move far away from here and everything that i fill my life with..... but i know once i leave i will miss it all so damn much.
is to find someone i can feel uttterly happy with,
someone who i love with all my heart and the same for him,
but it seems all i find is a boy who hurts me in the simplest ways beacause he knows exactly how to push all my buttons,
and everyone else who become the equivelent of brothers for me.
its disapointing and almost every night it hurts me more and more, and each time i feel this weight i really just want to escape and move far away from here and everything that i fill my life with..... but i know once i leave i will miss it all so damn much.