Through the Looking-Glass
I feel like I was Alice.
But only in Through the Looking-Glass
And trough my looking-glass, there is Japan.
Japan seemed to me to be like my alternative reality...
I saw and lived some things which seems to me as if it wasn't my "reality", my "present", my "time" but I actually lived it and saw them.
I feel lost.
I didn't sleep well the last night. It was... as I'm going through the looking-glass again for coming back at home.
I don't feel as if I went out a dream, however, the return to reality... To my French life seems a bit difficult to me.
You know, it's as when you're dreaming and when you wake up, you realize what you have dreamed, it was actually a dream. It's painful.
And it's exactly my feelings.
I'm not sad, but I have this feeling of lack and I'm a bit disoriented.
Japan is not my "time", but now I'm in France, I have the feeling I'm not in my "place" either.
In fact...
I'm wondering where is my real place...
In this world...
My home,
Where is it ?
But only in Through the Looking-Glass
And trough my looking-glass, there is Japan.
Japan seemed to me to be like my alternative reality...
I saw and lived some things which seems to me as if it wasn't my "reality", my "present", my "time" but I actually lived it and saw them.
I feel lost.
I didn't sleep well the last night. It was... as I'm going through the looking-glass again for coming back at home.
I don't feel as if I went out a dream, however, the return to reality... To my French life seems a bit difficult to me.
You know, it's as when you're dreaming and when you wake up, you realize what you have dreamed, it was actually a dream. It's painful.
And it's exactly my feelings.
I'm not sad, but I have this feeling of lack and I'm a bit disoriented.
Japan is not my "time", but now I'm in France, I have the feeling I'm not in my "place" either.
In fact...
I'm wondering where is my real place...
In this world...
My home,
Where is it ?