long time no update
well i've done and seen a lot of shit since i last posted i now know nothing new just more bull shit. lust is overrated. i just want to be loved. and not that bullshit kinda love the one where no one understands it but still no control or stress out of it. it will not make sense to anyone but myself. drugs have changed my life as they have been doing since i was 12 sad enough . life is wonderful do not take it for granted. ramble .... on....