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GODAMNIT.
I just want to be an ARTIST and not have to sell my soul to do it.
Actually. I just want to LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE without having to sell my soul.
I just want to fucking paint and write and not have to get involved with anyone. I don't want to freelance. i don't want to be a part of that network. i don't want to enter some contest. i don't want reproductions, and i don't want to sell the originals either!
I just want to sit around in my pretty little yellow room with the skinny little hardwood tiles and paint... while Sinead stares at me. Thats it.
WHY DOES LIFE SUCK
WHY THE FUCK DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO SUCK SO BADLY RIGHT NOW
WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERY GUY I EVER CARE ABOUT STOP TALKING TO ME
no, really.
I'm a fucking walking cliche.
I just want to be an ARTIST and not have to sell my soul to do it.
Actually. I just want to LIVE MY FUCKING LIFE without having to sell my soul.
I just want to fucking paint and write and not have to get involved with anyone. I don't want to freelance. i don't want to be a part of that network. i don't want to enter some contest. i don't want reproductions, and i don't want to sell the originals either!
I just want to sit around in my pretty little yellow room with the skinny little hardwood tiles and paint... while Sinead stares at me. Thats it.
WHY DOES LIFE SUCK
WHY THE FUCK DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO SUCK SO BADLY RIGHT NOW
WHY THE FUCK DOES EVERY GUY I EVER CARE ABOUT STOP TALKING TO ME
no, really.
I'm a fucking walking cliche.