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UUUGGGH.
my motherfucking computer is being RETARD SLOW.
jesus.
i'm in a shitty mood. This is the week of my vacation. after this week is over, that's it... 2 more weeks and we're gone.
I've got so much shit to get done.
I need to re-paint my van. It looks like fucking shit. I tried to do some the other day but i fucking hate it.
I don't know what to do...
UGH.
I'm becoming more and more pissed off at people adnt the state of the world everyday.
I'm trying not to think that there's no hope, that there's nobody worth anything... but
please.
someone prove me wrong.
for the love of god.
Sometimes i think i'm brilliant and creative and all that stupid artistic crap...
but most of the time i think i'm already washed up... creatively dead... reminiscent, nostalgic, and not coming up with anything new.
I'm just really full of rage right now.
I hate everyone.
like, a lot.
all the time.
I hate people.
myself most of all.
jesus.
shut up and fuck off.