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Another chance was given to you and again you blew it. You already have a new girlfriend. I've accepted this. I hope she was all the things I wasn't to you. I hope she's what you're looking for. I hope you're happy. I know I still need more time to get myself in a better position before I start dating again. I'm not sure how long that will take or if I'll ever find someone to date. But I can hope. I started therapy and I think it'll be so helpful for me. I'm looking forward to the day where you don't cross my mind a hundred times. One day.