split personality
ok everything seems to be going okay
but its like my life is split into
the depressed side of me wants to move to cali w/ jeana
the in love side of me wants to stay here to be with brian
depressd=>break up w/ brian for korey
in love=>stay with him forever
depressed=>skate
in love=>rid horses w/ brian
depressed=>die my hair and cut it all off
in love=>grow it out with blond high lights
depressed=>listen to hardcore
in love=>country
depressed=>skata shoes and black clothes
in love=>boots cruel girl jeans and a button down
depressed=>do lots of drugs
in love=>drink lots of beer
depressed=>sleep around
in love=>make love
depressed=>go to jeanas every weekend
in love=>pasture party or dance hall w/ brian
well any way you get the picture
sometimes i just dont know what to do
i've told myself over and over that i can be both and i'll do what i want
i assured myself it would be no prob to mix em
but the thing is, they just dont mix
anyways i need some advice
i love brian and i am too weak to live w/ out him how do you get over a love that is still there
i dont want to but korey isnt going to wait
plus why would i break up w/ a guy that i love to go out with i guy im not sure i like?
bottom line i love brian and the other part of my life is just going to have to be on hold until i fiure all this out
but its like my life is split into
the depressed side of me wants to move to cali w/ jeana
the in love side of me wants to stay here to be with brian
depressd=>break up w/ brian for korey
in love=>stay with him forever
depressed=>skate
in love=>rid horses w/ brian
depressed=>die my hair and cut it all off
in love=>grow it out with blond high lights
depressed=>listen to hardcore
in love=>country
depressed=>skata shoes and black clothes
in love=>boots cruel girl jeans and a button down
depressed=>do lots of drugs
in love=>drink lots of beer
depressed=>sleep around
in love=>make love
depressed=>go to jeanas every weekend
in love=>pasture party or dance hall w/ brian
well any way you get the picture
sometimes i just dont know what to do
i've told myself over and over that i can be both and i'll do what i want
i assured myself it would be no prob to mix em
but the thing is, they just dont mix
anyways i need some advice
i love brian and i am too weak to live w/ out him how do you get over a love that is still there
i dont want to but korey isnt going to wait
plus why would i break up w/ a guy that i love to go out with i guy im not sure i like?
bottom line i love brian and the other part of my life is just going to have to be on hold until i fiure all this out