I'm melting.
So yeah.
I am back in this dreadful place called Georgia.
Yeah yeah...back to the uniforms and formations and same old army stuff.
I hate being here because it reminds me of what I have.
When I'm home I forget and I am me again.
At least the weather is somewhat tolerable...
I miss home and everyone already.
My flight left at like 6:20 this morning and I got in at like 11ish.
I slept through both my flights.
I was so godam tired cuz I hadda get up at 4 in the morning.
I wish I coulda spent more time with my sis but she was really sick for like the whole time I was home.
It sucks cuz I really dont know when I am coming back for one and two hopefully its soon because I am no longer on chemo...
Thats right!
No more fuckin chemotherapy for me!
I'm in remission!
I have defeated the enemy....godamm Lupus...grrrr...
::Smiles around the world::
I did have a fantastic slash painful time at home.
At least for once I'm not cryin...so much anymore.
When I'm home I feel like I never left and vice versa when I'm back in Georgia.
I just want to be home for good so I can see my family and friends...drive lol...go to school...
But just mainly to be home and happy.
It sucks to jump from one place to another every like two weeks or so.
I dunno which place to call home anymore.
I feel good that I am fixing alotta relationships with loved ones...
In that whole sense I couldnt be happier.
I got to see alotta people I hadnt seen in a while...but thats what makes me miss home the most.
My poor Lee...I went to see her yesterday...I brought her a card and visited with her for like an hour.
She had surgery on her jaw...but even though she is a bit swollen she is gona look beautiful...the same old Lee I always knew.
I just cant wait to come home...I have an idea but not too too sure yet.
Is it wrong to miss someone you loved so much and was with for almost a year and a half?
I dunno...but I dont think so.
Because...I really do.
Thats what makes being in Georgia so fuckin hard.
Like I said...I cant wait to come home again...but for good.
Well I'm gona go.
I'm gona eat lunch, perhaps take a nap, and later go to the gym.
Unpackin...thats an IF.
Too much shit and I feel like delayin the process.
<3 Vanesserrrrrrr.
i.love.you.no.matter.what.
I am back in this dreadful place called Georgia.
Yeah yeah...back to the uniforms and formations and same old army stuff.
I hate being here because it reminds me of what I have.
When I'm home I forget and I am me again.
At least the weather is somewhat tolerable...
I miss home and everyone already.
My flight left at like 6:20 this morning and I got in at like 11ish.
I slept through both my flights.
I was so godam tired cuz I hadda get up at 4 in the morning.
I wish I coulda spent more time with my sis but she was really sick for like the whole time I was home.
It sucks cuz I really dont know when I am coming back for one and two hopefully its soon because I am no longer on chemo...
Thats right!
No more fuckin chemotherapy for me!
I'm in remission!
I have defeated the enemy....godamm Lupus...grrrr...
::Smiles around the world::
I did have a fantastic slash painful time at home.
At least for once I'm not cryin...so much anymore.
When I'm home I feel like I never left and vice versa when I'm back in Georgia.
I just want to be home for good so I can see my family and friends...drive lol...go to school...
But just mainly to be home and happy.
It sucks to jump from one place to another every like two weeks or so.
I dunno which place to call home anymore.
I feel good that I am fixing alotta relationships with loved ones...
In that whole sense I couldnt be happier.
I got to see alotta people I hadnt seen in a while...but thats what makes me miss home the most.
My poor Lee...I went to see her yesterday...I brought her a card and visited with her for like an hour.
She had surgery on her jaw...but even though she is a bit swollen she is gona look beautiful...the same old Lee I always knew.
I just cant wait to come home...I have an idea but not too too sure yet.
Is it wrong to miss someone you loved so much and was with for almost a year and a half?
I dunno...but I dont think so.
Because...I really do.
Thats what makes being in Georgia so fuckin hard.
Like I said...I cant wait to come home again...but for good.
Well I'm gona go.
I'm gona eat lunch, perhaps take a nap, and later go to the gym.
Unpackin...thats an IF.
Too much shit and I feel like delayin the process.
<3 Vanesserrrrrrr.
i.love.you.no.matter.what.