And you eat it with a golden spoon, dont you?

[llaquar_e_usll]

Why I do the things I do...I dunno.
To have someone tell me I'll regret it later on in life...I DONT CARE.

I dunno.
I dont fucking know.
Sometimes...I just wanna say fuck it.

I wanna be happy.
Even if,...its just me.

Its like,I'm not allowed to feel the way I do without a legitimate reason.

Ever heard that song from Brandy that has the line:
"Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?"
To answer that....yeah.

Its funny, me and Jess are in this together.
I just dont understand the prolonging of everything...
We shouldn't cry...we should care...really...But why do we?
Love.
A powerful powerful word.
I fucking hate it sometimes...
I really do.

I lllooovveee how I'm not allowed to feel the way I do.
Maybe...this...Maybe...that...Ugh.
I dunno.
Guys can fucking screw sometimes...seriously.

Lets try to forget what makes us happy, thats good.
Sounds like a plan...but remember...I didnt say it.
Nope.
Not me.

I swear I can be so naive and blind to things...
Is it my fault?
Yeah.
I never learn?
Yeah.
Who wants to listen?
No one.
Good.

One day I wont cry anymore, and that will be the greatest day ever.

I'll be ok, I swear.
Life will go back to normal...I wanna be me.

I dont like the word REGRET either...its not nice.
To regret,well...idk...
Depends on what ur giving up on...

I'm a strong girl,but wow...I'm stupid.

Alot.On.My.Mind.
Night.
<3 u all...~ Me.

ps
Jess, no one can take away the fact we are beautiful *wink wink*