I am happy again :O)
Hi World.
Things are okay now.
People are gona think Im stupid and people may think Im wrong for doing this but...me and Walt are back together.
I am real happy...but there are things that need to be worked out between us.
We need each other and he realized he hurt me...I know he is sorry but now he has to show me and prove it to me.
Its a new start and new beginning...its probably gona be rough but we are trying again.
Its hard to throw away a years worth of a relationship...
plus he is taking care of the whole Erica thing...well he better for me.
I have a feeling alotta things are gona change between us.
I was so depressed without him, and granted...alot of people knew.
Everyone told me that he was no good and I deserved better but...you cant help the one you love...your not suppose to.
There is always someone out there for someone...and I have my someone again.
Call me stupid for taking him back but I love him so much and this time he really needs to show me he is sorry and wants to make it work again.
I have faith that it will and I want it to.
He just better not runaway from me again cuz thats it...I cant have my feelings fucked with over and over...
I am not in the condition to handle stuff like that anymore.
That is the weak side to me with this sickness unfortunately which sucks.
He needs to understand more of my sickness and he said he will.
I expect no one to understand how I feel, or what I am going through or anything...but,...
I need someone that will and wants to be there for me 24/7....to hold my hand through this...
This is a scary time for me and I believe for my loved ones too...
I need Walt to understand my sickness...or at least know that it has in a way changed me and live with that.
Its not a bad change...just different now.
I love him with all my heart and soul.
I would walk through hell and back for him...
And its true cuz look what I have gone through with him...
Its possible.
Love is stronger than anything.
I have major faith for jess and steve.*
Well Im gonna go to bed now.
Nite.
<3 Vanessa
ilovewalt.
Things are okay now.
People are gona think Im stupid and people may think Im wrong for doing this but...me and Walt are back together.
I am real happy...but there are things that need to be worked out between us.
We need each other and he realized he hurt me...I know he is sorry but now he has to show me and prove it to me.
Its a new start and new beginning...its probably gona be rough but we are trying again.
Its hard to throw away a years worth of a relationship...
plus he is taking care of the whole Erica thing...well he better for me.
I have a feeling alotta things are gona change between us.
I was so depressed without him, and granted...alot of people knew.
Everyone told me that he was no good and I deserved better but...you cant help the one you love...your not suppose to.
There is always someone out there for someone...and I have my someone again.
Call me stupid for taking him back but I love him so much and this time he really needs to show me he is sorry and wants to make it work again.
I have faith that it will and I want it to.
He just better not runaway from me again cuz thats it...I cant have my feelings fucked with over and over...
I am not in the condition to handle stuff like that anymore.
That is the weak side to me with this sickness unfortunately which sucks.
He needs to understand more of my sickness and he said he will.
I expect no one to understand how I feel, or what I am going through or anything...but,...
I need someone that will and wants to be there for me 24/7....to hold my hand through this...
This is a scary time for me and I believe for my loved ones too...
I need Walt to understand my sickness...or at least know that it has in a way changed me and live with that.
Its not a bad change...just different now.
I love him with all my heart and soul.
I would walk through hell and back for him...
And its true cuz look what I have gone through with him...
Its possible.
Love is stronger than anything.
I have major faith for jess and steve.*
Well Im gonna go to bed now.
Nite.
<3 Vanessa
ilovewalt.