Senseless
After Tuesday evenings event, I just feel utterly and completely betrayed. People I would call brothers would treat me like meat for the vultures. I have never put my morals up for someone else's pleasure. I feel partly to blame for not knowing better and knowing these so called "brothers" would have treated me so poorly. The worst part they never apologized or called after I stormed out. Parts of me are so crazed. I want to meet someone who will make me happy and when I thought I did, this shit happens. On a positive note I did not let them get the best of me I held true to my morals and left. I am just glad to be strong and hopes that one day something good will happen to me.