My Birthday Eve
Its ridiculous not to count on any of my family members to upset me before or on my birthday. Im human I bleed too! Do they not understand that? I guess not there are times where I just wish not to continue to give in to the sporadic torture they feel they need to afflict on me for their amusement or well being. I am not willing to give up any more tears or endless nights wondering why they have this disgust of me. I know I am not perfect for from it! But I dont see the wrong in what I do. Maybe I lean more towards one side of the picket fence but I always come right back to the middle. Its just countless emotional battles between us and its not fair. The day I move out seems so surreal. Maybe with a year older I will become wiser, stronger, and a better person all around. Let us hope.