Isn't it funny????

[llamashocker305]

Isn't it funny that the only people who have really seem to care about me ever sence the accident are just my Family, DeAnna & Beth. To you all, thank you very much for being there, & being supportive. Thank you for calling and writing me all the time, making sure I'm still alive, making sure I'm ok. That means a lot to me. I was really close to death, and I've been in a lot of pain sence the accident. This is a time where I need my friends to come out and support and help me. Thank you to you guys, I love you all.

But it just really gets to me that I have all these "brothers," but I haven't heard shit from them. None of them have really given a damn about me. I appreciate it so much, makes me feel so good. I know everyones busy, everyone has finals this week, except me, cause I can't take the tests. But to at least get a phone call would make me feel so good!! Is that to much to ask for????

It also feels so good that 1 person has not really seemed to care. They have not called me, yet, they knew about the accident. Even thought they hate to talk on the phone, they haven't even IM'd me to see how I'm doing. Brings me to this question, what is love?? Thank you, you make me feel so good about myself.

I'm going to go lay back down, my medicines kicking in again.