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*I am very happy with livejournal. I started this entry early this afternoon on my own computer, and now, ten hours or so later, on Andrew's computer, it restored from saved draft. Which I didn't even ask it to save. So cheers, LJ. You're pretty cool in my book.
I can't verbalize my thoughts or feelings lately. I feel like an autistic kid. I know exactly what I want to say or write, and then when it comes time, it just goes away. I wish I could be eloquent and enigmatic. But right now I'm just crossing my fingers that AIM will finally work. Actually, the shit about the feelings, I don't need to worry about it anymore, because I snapped. In the best way possible. It snapped just like the click that happens when you finally understand geometric proofs. Except better, because that never really did click for me...but anyway, everything's all better, and the sooner I really believe that, really accept it, the sooner it will be.
So, my computer's back. Unfortunately, the fucktards lost over half of my pictures. Silly thing is, they were in the SAME FOLDER as the rest that are still left. Fortunately, most of the ones that were lost are on facebook, or various other photo storing units on the internet.
I don't feel good, and I am have 3 tests tomorrow, and I am no shit going to completely bomb physic cause I have no idea what's going on and it makes me want to cry when I look at it.
But he just makes me want to smile when I look at him.
I can't verbalize my thoughts or feelings lately. I feel like an autistic kid. I know exactly what I want to say or write, and then when it comes time, it just goes away. I wish I could be eloquent and enigmatic. But right now I'm just crossing my fingers that AIM will finally work. Actually, the shit about the feelings, I don't need to worry about it anymore, because I snapped. In the best way possible. It snapped just like the click that happens when you finally understand geometric proofs. Except better, because that never really did click for me...but anyway, everything's all better, and the sooner I really believe that, really accept it, the sooner it will be.
So, my computer's back. Unfortunately, the fucktards lost over half of my pictures. Silly thing is, they were in the SAME FOLDER as the rest that are still left. Fortunately, most of the ones that were lost are on facebook, or various other photo storing units on the internet.
I don't feel good, and I am have 3 tests tomorrow, and I am no shit going to completely bomb physic cause I have no idea what's going on and it makes me want to cry when I look at it.
But he just makes me want to smile when I look at him.